Mephisto's Precious Black Beauty (DISCONTINUED)

Discontinued?...

Hey all, once again long time no see. There's something that has been on my mind for...quite some time.

I know some of you out there really enjoyed my story since the very beginning, and i have appreciated you all ever since.

I won't make this long though, I'll just cut to the chase. I started this book when I was like 14 or 15 years old. I'm 19 now, and I feel like this story has been dragged out for too long. If i was going to finish it, I should have done it a LONG time ago...

I've thought about over hauling the entire book and editing it..because there's so many brakes between updates and you can very clearly tell the style or writing shift...and it's pretty bad. It looks messy, disorganized.

And then I've thought about just continuing writing chapters. The thing is though, I still have ideas. That is true, it's not writers block that is keeping me back. The fact of the matter is, I just don't have the motivation for it anymore. The drive, the desire.

Writing this book just isn't fun for me anymore, and to be very honest, it hasn't been for a really long time. I still love writing, don't get me wrong. It's just this was an idea that sprouted from my head when i first discovered Blue Exorcist, and it was exciting for me back them. I'm still a dedicated fan even now. (Mephy for life, yo. I'll say it he's daddy af.)

I have to move on though, I've thought about writing other stories though, i even have some drafted that I've never published before. I just think its time for this story to come for a closing, even if it was never properly finished.

I would just rather be honest about this you guys, then be one of those authors that just stop updating and never saying anything, when they have a really good story. (I know I get sad when i see this happen with a book I'm really loving.)

I have also just thought about deleting the entire thing itself, because to be very honest, I feel gross looking back at chapters and seeing again, the style change (progression in my writing) and all the misspells, and grammer errors, etc. If I actually will delete this story yet, I'm not sure. I won't do it right away, ill give it time for people to see this. But I'm stuck on that thought, or just leaving it up for people to find and read what there is already.

I do feel bad leaving you guys hanging and never getting the chance to read the smutty stuff, lmao. Maybe I'll write a one-shot (imagine, is that what they are called now?) about that...🙄🤣

My current obsession is an Actor, perhaps you've heard of him? Bill Skarsgård! If not, he's the dude who played Pennywise in the new IT. (believe it or not hes actually pretty hot 😍🔥)  So maybe you will see some of me new stories about him! :)

So, with that being said, I bid you all farewell for now, and for any of you dedicated fans still out there, I apologize, I still have love for this story, I just don't want...anything to do with it anymore, ya feel? LOL. XD It's getting old for me! I wanna write better things! :)

Anyway, hopefully you'll see me around again soon, with a new story! Take care, and remember, Mephisto Is a sexy, sassy, boi. Hahah.

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