curious cat | randy

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Andy: i know it can be scary
Andy: to be loved, and to be in love
Andy: not that i'm saying that's what this is, but
Andy: i've been hurt before, too
Andy: and i know it's not easy to open up your heart again after that
Andy: and the fear of that feeling prevents you from even wanting to
Andy: but it's worth it
Andy: it's kind of what i live for, really
Andy: that rush
Andy: it's like nothing else
Andy: it's worth anything, that risk
Andy: and i know that it's a big one
Andy: and i'm not saying that i have to be the one for you
Andy: even though i want to be
Andy: even though i would love to be
Andy: i just hope that someday you'll realize that
Andy: that you're worthy of being loved
Andy: that it won't always end in disaster
Andy: i don't know if you even know, really, that isolating yourself from me is hurting me more than whatever you thought you were going to do
Andy: i really want you to be in my life, rye
Andy: but only if you want to be
Andy: i really hope you want to be
Andy: i hope that you'll come back soon
Andy: are you receiving my telepathical waves telling you to come back?
Andy: ...or even just these messages?
Andy: 😔
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i'm uploading empty kiss today ,, so check it ouT if you'd like? (i honestly wrote it ages ago but i wanted to post the kisses in order)