curious cat | randy

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Andy: (Video attached)
Rye: I hate you
Andy: Why? :(
Rye: Because it's so much easier with nobody to love and care about
Rye: When it was just me
Andy: Wdym?
Andy: What about your family?
Rye: I don't have one
Rye: shit
Rye: I'm sorry
Andy: Don't be
Andy: Please don't be afraid to talk to me
Rye: It's not that it's you
Rye: fuck
Rye: You make me want to break all of my goddamn rules
Andy: What rules?
Rye: the ones that I made to survive
Andy: Rye
Rye: Just...Trust me when I say that you shouldn't talk to me. Shouldn't associate with me, get involved with me, even as a friend
Rye: I'm no good and everybody knows it
Andy: I don't want to hear that bullshit
Rye: Andy, I've been in 22 foster homes.
Rye: 22 separate families decided that I wasn't good enough
Rye: that i'm unloveable
Rye: and if that isn't proof enough for you then i don't know what the fuck is
Andy: Then let me be the one person to show you that you ARE good enough. That you ARE worthy of and capable of being loved
Andy: Please, Rye
Andy: At least give me a chance
Rye: when you love there's more to lose
Andy: but isn't it still worth it?
Rye: I don't know
Rye: if you were anyone else I would've said no
Andy: but i'm not
Rye: but you're not
Rye: curses to you and your beautiful voice and eyes and face and bodY
Rye: you've got me fucking good