bts pregnancy scenarios (+ editing)

Dilemma pt.2: Namjoon 🌹

It wasn't long after seokjin, your best friend had proposed you when your encounter with namjoon started to reduce more than before.

He had literally gone AWOL from the life of you both hence the time when he had found you and Jin kissing..

Well speaking of that kiss, it indeed had stirred a mix of different emotions in you than ever before..
You didn't know how to feel, what to feel and whether whatever you're feeling is even just or not.

You knew how these two sick bff's of yours had thrusted a mix of emotions in your head.
Despite your not admitting the same, you did have a crush on the two at the same time and it killed you to pieces to realize how your heart would beat differently at different paces whenever you would meet either of the boys.

Your life felt sinful for you to go through these feelings for two men that too none other than your best friends?
"FriendS"..... As in plural, really?

Why on earth is heart such a complicated organ? Why does it makes life so complicated than it is ought to be..?

No matter how many times you've though about the same regardless your denying jin's proposal this stupid heart still skips beats whenever you face him ever since then..
And as for namjoon, you only happened to meet him during the time when you had your college finals, that's the only special appearance the boy ever made, which shattered a part inside you realizing how you were so close to loosing him.

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It was spring of '17.. three years after your graduation when fate made you all meet again.
Well actually seokjin was still in touch with you, not as much as before since he was still applying for jobs as he had opted for different courses in the span of two years break unlike you..

You were now an aspiring and avid content writer who coincidentally stumbled across this new company which had dearly requested you to write contents for it.
Not to mention the company being one of the most established and known one.. the one that you've been to before, the one which you used to make silly jokes on.

The one which belonged to Kim Namjoon .

With slight hesitation and a sense of excitement, you had accepted the proposal.
Little were you aware of namjoon's whereabouts in these years.. you did talk it over with Jin but the boy just like ever would shrug it off, saying he doesn't have time for caring about what the world does.

The day you excitedly went to the KNJ group was the day what changed your life.

You never thought that the same feelings.. the feelings which your heart reverberated back when you were a collegiate would run down the lane again.
Never had you thought that your emotions would drag you down to the same route as before.

It took just a few check in's into the company until you finally met your friend..

"Joon.." you mutter with an expression of nothing but joy. You scan for the person standing in front of you, from the boy you used to goof around with into this gentlemen dressed up in tux was nowhere near how you had anticipated to meet him after all these years.

No wonder he had become your crush again.

"Nice to see you again, y/n.."

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June '20:

Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months and the months were slowly converting into years.

It took namjoon some time to open up with you again like the old days but you were glad that finally you were witnessing the old joonie.. your joonie back again..