Am Not Afraid

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'I LOVED YOU

THAT'S WHAT THEY ALL SAY

IF YOU LOVED ME IT COULD'VE BEEN HARDER LOOSING ME OR LEAVING ME

IF YOU LOVED ME YOU COULDN'T HAVE HURT ME OR LYED TO ME

IF YOU LOVED ME YOU WOLD'VE FORGIVEN ME , AFTER ALL AM A HUMAN WHO DOES MISTAKE

IF YOU LOVED ME YOU  WOULD'VE BEEN THERE WHEN AM NEEDING YOU

IF YOU LOVED ME YOU WOULDN'T CHANGE YOUR MIND ABOUT ME EVERY SECOND

IF YOU LOVED ME YOU WOULD'VE TREATED ME THE SAME

BELIVED ME

TRUSTED ME

YOU ! WE'VE BEEN FRIENDS FOR TOO LONG , AND I DID TRUST YOU AND IGNORED ALL YOUR PROBLEMS .

YOU CAN NOT REMEMBER HOW I TREATED YOU BECAUSE I DID WELL

I KNEW, BUT I THAUGHT AM WRONG

But unfortunately I WAS RIGHT AGAIN
I WISH I WASN'T THIS TIME

BUT DEAR BEST FRIEND, IT'S BEEN 3 MONTHS SINCE WE LEFT EACH OTHER

STILL I MISS TALKING TO YOU
STILL MISS BEING YOUR BFF
STILL FEELING PAIN
I  MOVED ON
BUT I AM IN HURT

I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT AFTER ALL THIS TIME I STILL SHAKE IF I STARED IN YOUR EYE FOR A SECOND I STILL BREAK
I AM STILL READY TO BE YOUR FRIEND AGAIN BUT NO ! I

HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND ME LIKE HOW YOU USED , TRUST ME LIKE BEFORE
AND MOST importantly
BELIEVE ME BECAUSE THIS TIME AM NOT WRONG

AS YOU SAID MONTHS AGO , ITS FOR OUR BEST , AT LEAST NOW IT'S FOR MY BEST

DEAR BEST FRIEND YoU lEFT ME BUT I CAN SEE IN YOUR EYES THE WISH TO TALK TO ME BUT NO!

WE WILL BE BETTER WITH OUR NEE FRIENDS WE MADE

AND AS LONG AS YOU CARE I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT

AM HAPPY
NOT DEPRESSED
LOVED
ENJOYING LIFE AND GUNNA BE HAPPIER EVERY DAY WITH MY NEW BESTIE

HOPE YOU ARE WELL TOO

AND AM ALREADY WITH MY SQUAD HAPPIER THAN BEFORE WHEN I WAS WITH YOU

BUT THANKS FOR GIVING ME THE BEST DAYS AND LAUGHTERS , BEFORE WHEN I HAD NO FRIENDS

LEAVING YOU HURT AS I KNEW HOW FAKE YOU ARE

BUT EVERY ONE ELSE HELPED AND UNDERSTOOD AM NOT CRYING GOR ATTENTION

BUT AM IN HURT

DEAR BESTIE

I WILL KNOW HOW TO ACT BROKEN BUT AM NOT ANY MORE
I CAN SLEEP WITH OUT SPENDING TIME CRYING
FOR YOU!
AND BECAUSE OF YOU !

DEAR BEST FRIEND I MISSED YOU BUT IT'S OVER

I WISH THERE WAS A BETTER TIME TO SAY OUR LAST GOOD BYE

GOODBYE BESTIE
BUT KEEP MY SECRET, THE IMPORTANT ONE I TOLD YOU AND SPREAD MY NAME WITH THE NAME YOU REALLY KNOW

I WISH YOU ARE HAPPY WATCHIN ME GETTING BETTER

I FEEL YOU WERE HAPPIER WITH ME BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER AS LONG AS YOU LIKE IT

AND AM OKAY AND AM ENOUGH THANK GOD

GOODBYE........