||Yuri on ice||One shots

~I Love You~

Hey so I wrote this story a while back and didn't finish it but I have no inspiration rn so I'm using this as an out line anyway um yeah that's all. Hope you enjoy this trash I made you all :/
(( don't be confused by the title thing this is not smut more like fluff ))

( ( Victor x Yuri) )

Yuri sighed, sprawled out a crossed his bed. Pushing his face deeper and deeper into the pillow with every pending thought. What if's swirled his mind like merry go arounds.

What if he doesn't feel the same? This could never work out anyway so you would never have to see his face again. And he probably wouldn't want to see yours...

Yuri thought about all the pain he had gone through waiting for his "lover" to say the words he craved. The words he desperately needed.

Victor<3 is typing...

Yuri jumped at the sudden buzz of his phone from his bedside table. He gulped and suddenly wished he'd never had the device.

Victor<3; are you still up for a Skype call :)?

Yuri almost declined, but knew he couldn't do that to himself nor to Victor. It was sad how attached Yuri had gotten to the older man, but he never felt ashamed of  Victor. He felt ashamed of himself. Yuri sighed for what seemed to be the millionth time.

Yuri.K; um yes

Victor<3; I'm on it !!

Yuri smiles at the texts and turned his phone off. How could Victor always make him feel this way? So high, even when he feels so down? He had something that the younger couldn't fully understand. What was it?

Yuri places his feet firmly on the floor, kicking the lab top from under him. Yuri grasped to device in his hands and slid back into to the bed. Clutching the computer for dear life. He took one deep breath. Then two. Then he opened his computer and signed into his account. Almost immediately a familiar caller ID graced his screen.

Him.

Yuri took one last deep breath, before accepting the call. The outline of the man he's been dreaming about suddenly appeared and Yuri was speechless. He began to fiddle with his jacket sleeves and keep his gaze away from the older.

"Hey Yuri!" The man smiled tilting his head, and letting his hair fall to the side. Yuri blushed pastel but didn't make any sudden movements.

"H-hi." Yuri sputtered trying to stay calm. Victor could tell something was wrong with the pale boy. He seemed off today. Yuri's once beautiful pink smile was now red and drooping. Like he had been biting back every word.

"Yuri are you all right?" A voice awoke Yuri from his day dream. Yuri looked at the screen and tried to smiles but shook it off looking at Victor solemnly.

"Ye- No, no I'm, I'm not okay." Yuri whispered staring into the mans ocean blue eyes. He felt like he could cry and know one would hear.

"What's wrong, baby?" He said with worry in his voice. Yuri couldn't take being called that by him, he felt so defenseless around Victor. He could shoot down any wall Yuri had.

Yuri just stayed silent though, shivering at the thought of what he might have to admit to him.

"Yuri, you know you can talk to me right? I'm open to listen to you anytime." He said trying to get Yuri to open up.