love blooms ¦ renmin

006

After they finished their meals, Donghyuck and Renjun decided to spend their remaining time on the field. They need fresh air for their clouded minds.

As they are walking on the field, a hand touches Renjun's shoulder that cause him to jump. He turns around to see who did it. And he's somehow surprised that the boy who bumped him on the first day is standing infront of him. Renjun raises his eyebrow and he rudely asks him about what does he want. Then the younger bows his head.

"Hey don't look down on us! Be a man and stare into our eyes! " Donghyuck shouts at him. Renjun nudges his bestfriend because he's acting too scary even if he's not.

Chenle looks at them and his brown orbs are sparkling. "I just came here to say, I-I'm sorry." He blinks then few tears escapes from his eyes. "I-It has been days but it k-keeps on bothering me." He confesses.

Renjun remains speechless. Does he really mean it? Renjun studies the boy, he sense sincerity out his words and even a sense of homey feeling from him but he shrugs it off.

"It's okay."

"I get y-your point." Chenle stutters. He's still afraid of him.

"If that's all you want to say then you may leave. I don't want to waste my time talking to you." As soon as these cold words escape out of his mouth, Renjun also feels his heart clenching and he doesn't even know why. Chenle nods at him before walking away with a slumped shoulders. Renjun sees a near bench so he goes and sits down, followed by Donghyuck who also feel kinda sad.

"Why do I feel sad? Do you feel sad on your own words too?" Donghyuck asks him, earning a slow nod from Renjun.

"Damn, we're indeed soulmates. Is that our job? Pushing other people away?"

"But atleast we have each other right?" Renjun looks at his bestfriend. Donghyuck nods then he leans his head on his shoulder.

"Staying away from some people is the best way not to get yourself involved." Renjun sighs before continuing. "—People come and go but I'm glad you never leave me, Donghyuck." Renjun use his hand to caress his hair. They stay like this before the bell rings.

Meanwhile when Chenle is walking back to their building, he feels an arm snaking on his shoulders. He doesn't need to glance at his side because he knows that it's Jisung.

"Please tell me what's bothering you. You're my bestfriend. I notice every little things about you." Jisung softly mutters at him, making his insides go crazy.

"I-I went to say sorry to Renjun hyung."

"What?! Why did you talk to that mean person again?!" Jisung stops walking that made Chenle stops too. Jisung removes his hand on his shoulders, a worried expression plastered on his face.

"He's not mean! He's nice, I know it." Chenle defends.

"Bet he told you off after you said sorry." Jisung crosses his hand while he waits for Chenle to respond again but no words escaped on his mouth.

"See! I knew it! I don't know what has gotten into your mind and you said sorry again! Don't you ever talk to him again." The seriousness of Jisung's voice doesn't affect Chenle but he has no choice so he just nods. He doesn't want to cause a fight with his bestfriend.

After all maybe he's right that Renjun is mean. Though his mind is telling him that Renjun is not and Renjun is important to him but Chenle doesn't know why his feelings are like this. It differs to what his feelings are to Jisung. Jisung gives butterflies on his stomach. Pretty cliché but it's true. Jisung makes his natural blush more pinkish. Jisung's touch makes his heart beat faster. Meanwhile Renjun? Renjun feels like home.

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written: 180624
date published: 181102

note: imagine your bias dressing up as a clown when you are afraid of clowns??? yep i got teary eyed bc of pennywise chenle,,, wuz good i hate him so muchdjdnjd but i love him ARRGH