𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐀𝐋. + BTS.

i'm sorry

i'm so sorry that i haven't been active with any stories whatsoever. summer just started a while back and i've had to take care of my mom since she's been sick lately, but she's much better now! but i wanna give more of a proper explanation about why i haven't been updating and why i unpublished and all

so when i write, i get really motivated and continue to do it, but once i stop, i lose all inspiration and motivation because i'm not a committed writer. i can write simple short stories and stuff like that, but to keep a plot line going is hard for me

i unpublished most of my stories because i'm not into those fandoms anymore and now i'm a full on kpop (mostly BTS, as you can see) account. when i came on here, i was a maze runner fangirl, harry potter, and a youtube one as well. and that was it

i'm really insecure about my writing. like genuinely. i naturally compare to other really amazing writers and try to be descriptive and all, but when it gets to dialogue, it's not descriptive. i know that i have improved A LOT on my writing (we do not talk about my first story djdjnddb jesus), but it's just not enough for me. large paragraphs and descriptive words are hard, and i can do it, but it's just struggling.

i've also recently discovered a few things about me that have been on my mind lately, and writing usually helps me fix that, but these things are just hard for me be calm or open about (especially my family, i told my sister about everything yesterday and one of the things i found out last year while the other things were weeks ago).

and now i'm a sophomore in high school, so things are gonna get harder and i know i won't be able to update as often anymore because of that

but on the bright side, that's making me actually want to write more now! i have a one shot book that i'll (most likely) publish soon???? idk lmao

anyways, that was depressing but i really love you and you guys deserve the world so take my lovE ♡

(lmao i also don't know if anyone will see this but i feel like you guys deserve a real explanationnnn)

━━ nikita!!!!