A.M.

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      Theo's parents left hours ago leaving him behind as he asked them to. We were laying on the damp grass in the park nearby my house where I spent most of my childhood playing. Both of us in complete silence looking at the stars , secretly wishing we were them.

We spent the past hours talking and bickering back and forth. I enjoyed his company for he made me laugh and forget about what happened probably 8 hours ago.

For a person who just went through a break up with his assumed soul mate, I sure as hell am handling it well. ish.

God I remember my first boyfriend Landon, he was a jerk and I cried for a week straight after he broke up with me for no apparent reason. I skipped school for a few days, then came back wearing the sexiest outfit in my closet which was a tight red leather skirt and black bralette. Let's just say he tried to make a move on me which I responded to by a kick where the sun doesn't shine. Not that he had much anyway. Oh and I also got detention for breaking dress code, totally worth it though.

Boys are pigs.

I have nothing else to say to you, please do carry on.

My obliviousness shocked me, how could I not have seen this coming? Now that I'm finally connecting the dots it made sense all along. From the night I saw Cam's mom after she claimed she was hanging with her, to the time she completely ditched me for a week a month ago.

I guess the years we spent together weren't enough for her to stay loyal.

Theo, suddenly got up and made his way to the swing set just above the hill. It was totally unsafe, but you could see the sunrise from it vividly.

I stayed on the ground admiring his back which, to my disbelief, was attractive as hell.

What is it with him being so hot without even trying?

So fucking annoying.

I look back up to the now orangey sky indicating a new beginning. I wondered  about other people and if they had anything special planned for this new day. A wedding perhaps? Giving birth? Cheating on girlfriend maybe?

I huffed bothered by how my thoughts always found their way back to fucking Cami.

Wanting to be closer to the green eyed boy, I join him on a swing, just next to his'. My legs slowly making contact with the sandpit to push me further up to touch the sky. A smile slowly made it's way on my lips as I felt the warm summer breeze in my hair and on my skin.

My swing abruptly stops making me jolt  backwards hitting my back on the sand underneath. I looked back and see that the swing freaking broke!

how lovely.

-''Oh my god are you okay?'' Theo asks concern in his beautiful eyes but I could tell he was trying hard not to laugh at my current situation.

I don't answer instead I start laughing and just like that he looks at me.

-''I broke the damn thing!'' I tell him chuckling

-''To be fair that thing is probably done with kids' butts on it. So you totally just did it a favor lemon'' he beamed as I laughed even harder at his statement.

-''How do you always manage to get yourself in such situations?'' he asked chuckling furrowing his brows in disbelief.

-''18 damn years on this planet and I still don't know'' I tell him

I fought the urge to reach out and sooth his wrinkled frown. Fuck it. The last handful of self control I had completely vanished as I held my hand out tracing his beautiful god carved features.

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