Coffee Shop

Chapter 1 : 3 AM

A/N: Here it goes! Hope you enjoy!

Jungkook's P.O.V.

I fluttered my eyes open, hoping that I was dead. Every morning doesn't pass by without me wanting to die. The beeping of that shitty alarm keeps going off. With frustration, I slammed my hand against the alarm, not even bothering with the pain that was left on the back of my hand. I tiredly get up and checked what time it was.

3 AM... it always has to be 3 AM...

I lazily got out of bed while doing the math. I came to the conclusion that I only was able to sleep for an hour before I woke up from that same god damn terrible nightmare. I quickly decided to ignore that nightmare and did my morning routines, even though I was super early for an average person. But by now, this was basically normal for me.

I took a quick shower and got dressed. I wore my favorite white hoodie with the word "KILL ME" on the back. I pulled on my sweat pants and connected my headphones to my phone before stuffing them into my pocket. House of Cards began blasting into my ears as I walked out of my small apartment for my daily jog.

Nothing less, nothing more. The cold fog matched my mood perfectly.

Why am I still not dead... why am I still here? The daily depressing questions quickly began to occupy my head. Without a doubt, my happy mood was no where to be seen.

* time skip*

"Hey Jungkook! Ready to clock in?" my manager, Kim Seokjin (aka Jin), asked me.

I replied with a soft nod as I walked into the back to change into my spare clothes that I kept in my locker. I quickly put the apron on and pulled down my sleeves to cover up my scars on my wrist.

Jin has always been a close friend of mine, always. He's always been there for me ever since my parents died in that accident. He was basically like a second mother for me. After that tragic accident, him and his boyfriend, Namjoon, basically took care of me.

After I recovered from that accident, Jin decided to open a new cafe. His dream cafe, is what I like to call it. Him and his boyfriend opened the cafe and asked me to work there. I gladly accepted their job offer, since I wanted to live in my own apartment instead of living with them. Also... I wanted to hide the fact that I was beginning to fall under depression. I guess it's easier to hide your cutting sessions when you aren't sharing the same home with others.

"Hey, Jungkook!" Jin called from the front. I tapped two times lighting against the door way to let him know I was listening.

"You ready? A customer wants a cafe mocha!"

I quickly hurried into the front and began to make the customer's order. I continued making the drink, but for some reason I noticed that someone was staring at me. Like literally. I slowly looked up to find a really handsome man right in front of me. He looked like he was around the same age as me, maybe even older. His hair was honey brown and the top of his hair was fluffy and bounced a little whenever he nodded softly.

His eyes were sparkling and his face had a soft smile present. His lips looked so soft and the small little mole near his nostrils was barely noticeable. His sharp jawline was shown off and the stare he was giving me was stern yet, peaceful and calm. Wait... he's staring at me. And I'm staring at him back...

I quickly hid my face with my hands, almost spilling the drink. It took a while to realize that I had been staring at him for longer than I intended to. A soft chuckle came out of the man's lips. I swear, my stomach did flips when I heard that.