It felt like forever waiting her to come and ask me that stupid questions that I don't see the point of , but I see the point in seeing her everyday.She is the most beautiful girl I ever saw and she think she doesn't have a heart , but she really do..At least , before this is all over , before I got my sentence I want to show her that she is good person.I don't want her to make the same mistakes I made which brought me to this fu*king sh*t.And she maybe thinks I am coldhearted , but I am not , I feel everything a 100 times more than anyone , but I can act.While waiting her to come in a jail cell , I just thinked of how I could be free right now if I just did't in a fight with Liam.After about 20 minutes cop showed and yell
"You have a visit"
I was pretty sure it was Andrea, but while I was entering the visit room I got that It was a guy , not Andrea.
"I knew Chris , It didn't took so long , I expected more of you , but older kids are always smarter and better." he said, calmly.
It was my older brother Nate , we got into a fight a long time before , when I was 14.My mum and my step father kick me from house.Since than I am living with my grandpa who died last year.He always believed in me , and he was there for me when nobody was.I know I wasn't the best son , the best brother or even a good boy , I always got into a trouble in school or out school and I always end up like a bad boy which I am on this way. But on the other way i would never hurt a girl or a children , I would never take something that isn't mine and I would never cheat on my girlfriend and he does it all the time.He thinks that he is better than me , just because he never get caught for all the times that he robb someone , for all the times that he fight a girl and other things.
"Hello Nate, what made you to come here and see me , when you didn't even ask about me in last 8 years?" i asked
"I wanted to see you as who you really are , the criminal." he said looking me right in the eyes.
"Oh , look in a mirror , brother , you are no better than me." i said smiling.
"I am like you I know , but I got a better reputation , I got many more people to love than you..You'll spend next 10 or more years in a cell , not being able to do what you want , just because you showed weakness at one girl."
"Sure , you are right , but I love the feeling when I don't have to pretend who I am , I know I am a criminal and who loves me loves me and of course there is just a few people who loves me , but they are real and I am real.But you , you fake everything , you lie , you lie even when you are breathing..." I yelled and tried to stand up put that fuc*ing handcuffs , with what i were cuffed to the table , didn't let me stand up.
Cops got i a room and said "You visit is over" and then handcuffed me again and punch me with something , because od my behavior . They told me that I can't have a visit in 10 days , just a lawyer If It's highly needed.
"We will discuss this tomorrow with your lawyer." the cop yelled.
I layed in a bed thinking of what did I do wrong this time?Why I always end up like the bad one in any situation? And I got that my brother is right , he has a better reputation , If someone is wrong they will always suspect me , because of my reputation and I can't do anything about it. I am just a bad guy with no emotions , I mean that's how my reputation describes me.The next day , cop woke me up saying that my lawyer is there.I was kinda happy to see her , but I know what she thinks of me now.
"Really Chris?How can you make a bad situation more bad?" she asked , seriously and a bit angry.
The cop left us alone , and she said "Act idiot , act like you care and act like you're sorry If you want out sooner.The cops are gonna ask you some questions about yesterday , say that you were wrong , just show that you are sorry , even If it's not."
"No." i said.
"Damn why you always have to be so stubbord?"
"Cause that is me , no more pretending."
"Then I can't help you , I'll be by you're side but I cant help you." she yelled.
I don't know what to do .. I love her , but I'll spend so much time in a cell and I just have to let her go.But how can I do it ?
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