Save me (Jc caylen)

Chapter 2: my apartment

(Alissa's POV)

In here, you'll find blood stains everywhere. No lie. They're mostly from self harm.

Crying doesn't help, so doing everything to make pain go away works, even if it means physical pain.

I've tried to scrub off the blood, but it's stained.

I was just sitting on. The couch afterwards when I got the text.

💜Jc Callisto💜

"Hey liss. Could I come over in a few?"

I unlocked my phone with the pass code of 6622. Simple, but easy to remember.

I answered with "yeah. I got nothing better to do."

I went into the kitchen. I searched through my fridge. It wasn't just mine. It was also this girl kaylee. She's suicidal too, but way less. She eats, too. I usually snack on her food. Then I cut.

I reached for a chocolate bar. This was a bad idea. Terrible. I did it anyway. I ate it.

Immeadiately, I ran into the bathroom, sobbing. Why? Why did I do that?

I shoved my fingers down my throat, forcing the chocolate back up. Then I grabbed the razor. I sliced my skin. My legs, I decided. Tonight my legs were bleeding everywhere. I didn't even care. Jc would though. And he's comming over....