moles; changki

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changkyun felt so embarrassed after the incident in the park he didn't show up when the group hung out to the movies, 'i'm sick' he had said, and the group's single brain cell easily bought it.

instead of going to work and keeping up with life, he thought about kihyun. the younger had been struggling with functioning a lot more since the last kiss, just the mere thought of kihyun made him flutter and stop working properly, he didn't even want to imagine the way he would feel if he had him face to face.
he held onto the thought of kihyun's skin, which was enough for him to survive a couple days more, so soft, pale, bright, flawless, perfect, the feeling was addictive, changkyun's gotten addicted to it since the first kiss, to the quick tingling he felt on his lips when touching it, the hard crushing in his heart and he wasn't sure if he could control himself in front of the older anymore. he isolated himself under his blankets just for the sake of their long friendship.

changkyun noticed how his room was slowly getting darker as the sun was hiding again, revealing how the black haired boy spent yet another day in the loneliness of his small apartment, barely surviving by cup noodles and coke.
as the darkness swallowed down his room and his mind, tears started going down his cheeks, leaving a wet trail behind them. changkyun didn't want to break down again, but his overthinking had gotten out of hands. after all the younger didn't know if kihyun was into guys, he didn't know what would happen to their friendship if he dared to finish his objective, and he had definitely no idea if kihyun would like him, the helpless crush on the older was getting stronger, and some small kisses weren't helping a lot; these just left changkyun hungry, begging for more kihyun.
the pain in his heart was just growing bigger by overthinking, so he tried to shut down his bad thoughts, focusing only on the positive side of the situation.
changkyun enjoyed teasing the older a little too much, watching his soft cheeks getting blushed and attempting to hide them with his even softer hands was the cutest thing ever, when he starts to stutter after being kissed was the best melody changkyun has ever heard an-

"yah! brat open the door!" interrupted changkyun's sweet thoughts about the even sweeter boy.
he lazily got up, wiping his shiny cheeks with his sweater paws, and walked towards the door to check who was outside.

as he looked through the peephole, a burgundy hair reflected the moonlight, making the short boy look like a masterpiece under the starry night.
changkyun's heart sped up so quickly he felt a throbbing pain in his chest, not knowing what to do he yelled at the younger

"go away! i don't want to make you sick too" his voice -and lie- breaking at the end of the sentence, he just hoped the older would attribute it to changkyun's 'sickness'

kihyun remained silent for a while, and he spoke again, a hundred times softer than before "please open the door, changkyun".
the younger, not wanting kihyun to go back home with the freezing cold outside, had no other option than opening the door for him.

before he could even open the door completely, the short boy hugged him tightly, luckily not noticing his puffy red eyes. changkyun flinched, but then relaxed into the older's soft arms and his sweet perfume 'smells like strawberries' he thought.

they stood still, changkyun's arms in the older's neck while he held the younger's waist tightly. changkyun felt like kihyun was holding him tightly enough to keep him together.

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