moles; changki

;8

even though kihyun was dying on the inside to get a proper explanation from the younger, he did not get it. and like that, with so many unspoken things, he managed to spend the rest of the day with changkyun, eating and watching tv. he knew how it was hard for the black haired to talk about feelings or anything relatively deep but he still found himself disappointed at the fact that changkyun did not even seem to want to talk about it.

the truth is that; changkyun did think about it, he in fact was trying to put his mind together, to form a sentence and to gather corage to finally talk to kihyun, but his mind was all over the place.

as they were sitting, side by side on the couch, watching something they weren't really watching on the tv, kihyun slightly snuggled onto changkyun's side, his hair combed back, a mole on the older's forehead catching changkyun's attention, he blurted out

''okay so'' kihyun raised his head, looking into changkyun's eyes ''hold on'' he pushed the older aside until they weren't even touching anymore -he couldn't even breathe properly being so close to him- ''uh'' he scratched his neck awkwardly ''i know you said it was okay but i still need to apologize for... uh everything'' everytime i left a part of my heart in your skin.

kihyun still felt changkyun had no reason to apologize, but he smiled as warmly as he could, reassuring him that everything was indeed okay.

''changkyun'' he started softly, not wanting to scare the younger away ''do you like me?'' the question that fucked his head for so long.

said boy looked terrified for a split second, then he took a deep breath ''yeah''

kihyun got closer to him again, snuggling and smiling into his chest. he held tightly to his hoodie and whilst his face was buried onto changkyun he muttered something along the lines of 'so do i' really, really quietly, but enough for changkyun to catch it.
the black haired boy smiled widely, he felt a comforting warmth spreading in his heart. looking at him, he softly started stroking kihyun's fluffy hair until it was combed back again and kissed the older's forehead, in a small mole that had been inviting him since forever. this time he didnt run away, and kihyun wasnt left alone suppresing his giggles, he instead enjoyed the sight of the burgundy haired boy blushing and smiling without any guilt or fear. changkyun held him even closer -as if it were physically possible-, both of his arms around the boy, making him feel safe.

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