Frases, Cartas y Poemas de mi corazón.

Poem 10

Most of the time life hits us

weakening our mind in a way that we want to sleep and never wake up

We long for our existence to not have been created 

The word optimism doesn't makes sense to us

Because sometimes demons are able to get or destroy what is important for us

They manage to grasp our changeable feelings,

thougths

Until it is their bondman 

By the time we decide to fight for ourselves

It's too late

It is not easy anymore, because we have let them take control of us

But demons can't attack two persons at the same time

They may be attacking me but the one who's by my side is free from them

That's the thing about life 

Only some people actually notice or care about what is troubling you

And I'm glad that you are one 

Or at least you were

I can't spread my demons to anyone that easy 

Yet you gave me this comfortable home

A place where humbleness stands out and it stays

The distance can't dim who you are to me

Or at least who you were to me

You helped me so many by just receiving my demons to your arms and showing me perspectives that I wouldn't ever see 

You were there for me like no one has before

You opened your world to let me in; you gave me your trust, feelings and past

My friend, my demons weren't that bad by that time when I had you

I wasn't their bondman anymore

Life hits me hard  all over again

Though this time even worse than before

You are not there to receive my demons

You are not there to welcome me back home

And it frustrates me because I know it isn't fair

But also there's no one to blame for it

As I breathe heavily, all I can say it's that life really hits us 

For me, this time I have to start all over again

 By myself 

I have become a bondman once more

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