Ardeep: Jiyein Kyun

25~Rejection, Forgiveness And The Past

Next thing Lakshya did was very surprising for Tara. He held her arms a little tight and pulled her close. 'How dare you hide such things about yourself? Getting raped wasn't your fault and everything else is also OK, but being a serial killer? No, I can't fall for such a girl, what type of people do you kill? Cheaters maybe, if you even get a doubt on me tomorrow then you will even kill me? No, sorry, I can't, I just can't, sorry Tara,' he told her and she got teary eyed and jerked his hands away. She cried.

'I told you not to come closer to me, I told you that you won't feel good by knowing, but you.. You wanted to do all this, oh and one more thing is there, who loves a paralyzed and mentally unstable girl?' she asked with her lips trembling as she sat leaning to the bed board and looked away cryingly. He looked on. 'Why? Did I ask you to do all this? Did I? Go away Lakshya, I don't even want to see your face, go away, forget everything, yes I am bad and I don't need your bloody lecture!'

She shouted with tears falling down her cheeks. 'I forgot that all men are same, even you can use me for pleasure and leave me, when my own uncle did that to me, then how can't you do it?' she said cryingly. He slapped his forehead. 'You too made me cry today, don't come closer to me if you want to go, but it's not my fault but my past's fault, my own body betrayed me, my aunt betrayed me, uncle betrayed me, now you too betrayed me,' she said crying her heart out. 'I even killed a child in childhood.'

'What?' he asked in a shock. 'Yes, I did but by accident and then my aunt tortured me to the core, she even tried to murder Shanaya di, then my uncle, then I became a killer, I advise you not to hold such a hand which is stained with blood, it is for your own good, go leave me alone,' she said calmly but in tears. He stood up to leave and as he reached the entrance, he looked back at her. 'If it's possible, I will return,' he said and went away. Tara kept weeping on him going away.

Deep brought Aarohi outside palming her eyes. 'Where are you taking me Deep?' she asked. 'We reached,' he said and unpalmed her eyes, she was mesmerized to see that they were on a mountain. 'Wow, this fog, this sky, it looks so beautiful,' she said. 'Not more than you, and this snowfall is also perfect scenario,' he said hugging her from behind and she smiled. 'Deep, when you love me so much, why don't you forgive me? Everyone does mistakes,' she said. 'If loving you is a mistake, I will keep on repeating this mistake,' he said kissing her cheek.

'And if no one is perfect, then you are no one for me,' she replied and they smiled.

Phir Se Wahin Dil Le Aaya Mujhe
Hai Bas Jahaan Teri Meri Wafaa
Kehta Hai Ye Ishq Ki Raah Se
Phir Ik Dafaa Hum Guzar Le Zara
Paas Laaya Tere, Yun Sataaya Mujhe
Phir Tere Liye Majboor Kiya, Majboor Kiya..
They kept on looking at each other lovingly and the beautiful view.

Ho Aawara Aawara, Awaara Awaara
Aawara Aawara, Dil Awaara Hua
Ho Aawara Aawara, Awaara Awaara Aawara Aawara, Dil Awaara Hua
Deep captured her pics and she captured his pics and then they took selfies and in between she saw he had disappeared and looked around for him.

Kabhi Pehli Baarish Mein
Ye Khwahishein Jagayein
Kabhi Isme Chal Rahi
Dhadkan Ko Badhayein
Suddenly she felt a snowball on her cheek and she giggled by its cold surface.