What you can see.

{ Unhealthy }

Why do you come here if you hate it so much....why? Questions are useless, I already know the answer.  Do they truly know what you are Asmoday....what have they seen if you....those are the only questions that are not pointless.

Asmoday: Why should it matter

Why must a question always be answered with a question?

Asmoday: why not.

Then who's choice was it to come here?

Asmoday: partially mine.

There we go......partially is so mean....

Asmoday: .....

Why is Asmoday feared by everyone, no one can lie and say there isn't some ounce of terror in them. Even the slightest bit, every living creature in some way or another fears you weather they know it or not.  Why is that? Is it because you are a demon?

Is it because the other demons fear you.....why do they fear you....why don't they retaliate and break free from your unspoken rule.  Why are you a king of demons when you don't even act like one?

Is it your mannerisms? ....is it your reputation? ....is it your actions? ......or is it something you were given by your creator.

Asmoday: .......

What power do you hold that we have never seen......

Asmoday: Countless.

Oh you dodge by wanted me to be more specific???? Of course we all know you show basically none of your power, even the destruction we have seen from you is minimal.  Why do you act so weak.

Asmoday: I want to.....

Want to what. Show them what you really can be.  Show them things that their minds can't comprehend.  Such horrors even the most conditioned of men would simply drop dead.  You act weak so get by, so you are left alone.  Quite frankly the most haunting thing they know about you is that you can snap their world into hell. 

Asmoday: .....

They don't even know the burning corruption that occurs, the way every soul combines into one horrific blob of a creature, as it slowly rips itself into pieces.

Asmoday: stop.

And that it all the innocent souls will be trapped in hell forever ripping and tearing to get away.....

Asmoday: I am aware.

But that's not why even the kitsunes don't destroy you is it?  You know what you can do.

Asmoday: I do.

You think someone who can do that is in the right place to have a family? To love?  You are horrible for her.  You even know how unhealthy this relationship is.  Would she have ever loved you in any other circumstance?

Asmoday: .....

If you hadn't manipulated those poor souls to kill Yuki, she might be even happier.  She might be wedded, she might have a child.

Asmoday: Oliver and k-

You know what I mean.

Just because you don't have to force it anymore doesn't mean she's truly in love.  Look at your auras.....oh wait.....

Asmoday: I do not have one.

Exactly.  You were never made to have a match, never made to love someone for yourself.  You were made to torture and kill, create and destroy.

Don't you think all those years ago when she yelled at you, when she called you a monster....that she probably stopped truly loving you since you had to force it again.

Asmoday: ........

You understand human ideals and beliefs now, is that truly right in their minds?

Did you come here because you miss me?

Asmoday: I have no attachment to you.

You do. But if that's so tell me why you came.

Asmoday: ........

Asmoday: To hear what you had to say.

See I told you, you do care.  Well you've heard what I have said.....are you doubting your love with the overworld?

Asmoday: no.....I wanted to realize how much I was hurting it.....

You're hurting those you love as we speak....always in control aren't you?

You could return home

Asmoday: this is my home

You could return to me

Asmoday: you are dead.

Y-

Asmoday: I'm done.

Your choice.

Scout: ! Oh sorry did I wake you >m<
Asmoday: no it's....fine *sits up*
Scout: That's like the third time I've ever seen you sleep @0@
Asmoday: ....?
Scout: did that sound creepy...AHEM
Asmoday: I hate sleep.
Scout: *little giggle* you always say that