Love
I think
Maybe just extreme caring
Or trying to find a purpose
Maybe longing for love
Yes longing for love
Dreaming of it
A love that I want so bad
I just don't feel love from anyone right now
We say I love you so much that it becomes something that we don't actually mean
Something that I don't mean
What is the meaning of love?
I don't know if it's an unexplainable feeling
Or if it's just extreme caring
I really don't know
It's one of those things that is so hard to understand and explain
The fact that there are so many different times of love makes it even harder
I don't understand it
I thought I did but I really don't
Maybe I've felt it before
And I can recall times I've felt this unexplainable feeling of caring so much that I would die for someone but I haven't felt it in a long time
I think that me writing this and recalling memories is making me feel it right now
It feels like the innocence and adoration I used to have in me that's long gone
It's like this euphoria
A high like feeling
That you never want to let go of and when it finally slips away you feel empty
I really don't know how to explain the way I feel at this very moment in time
I wish I could
I probably couldn't explain any feeling at any moment in time for someone to feel exactly as I feel
Possibly a glimpse but never the full experience
I really wish though
