I want to write happy things to show that I'm doing really good
I want to show him that I'm doing really good without him as a close friend
The fact of the matter is that it's torture
I want him to treat me normal again
It will never go back to that again though
Which really sucks pine sap
Honesty this whole weekend has sucked pine sap
Why can't I just have real friends?
Everyone seems so fake
They always do things to try and be cool to the others
It's so annoying
Why can't everyone just be them self?
I don't understand
Why do they have to make me feel so bad about myself
They left me out the whole time
I tried so hard to be nice to them
They don't even realize it
They don't know me
And I don't really know them
But that gives them no reason to leave me out
All they cared about was getting pictures for "the gram"
All they care about is looking good
I don't understand people
Why can't everyone just be nice
Why can't people just care about everyone
I know I've not been the nicest to one of them in the past
But I tried my hardest to be nice to her
I really did
I was super nice to her
I even complimented her dress (which was very beautiful)
Why can't they just see I'm trying?
I'm trying to be me while being nice to them at the same time (which also doesn't really work that well)
I don't know why people have to be like that
But I do know that this weekend sucked pine sap
