Chapter 33

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I couldn't hold my tears back any longer.

I felt so angry at Zayn for not telling me before, but at the same time I felt proud of him.

He sacrificed his happiness for everyone else's....along with my happiness too

"Diana please tell me your forgive me. If you don't it's okay I understand" he said whipping my tears away

"Yes Zayn I forgive you. I'm proud of you, but I'm sorry to hear all this, I'm here for you no matter what ok" I pulled in to hug him

My heart fluttered once I felt his touch once again

"This feels so right Diana, I've missed you. I'll walk you home now come on. We can catch up later, I need to get you home it's cold out here" he said taking my hand in his

***

When I got home my parents were fast asleep.

I tipped toed my way into my room trying not to wake anyone.

I got in bed & before I knew it I knocked out right then & there.

*Next morning *

I woke up extra early to get dolled up for my first day back to school.

I was a little excited but nervous, I hoped I didn't fall back in some class even though I was doing most my work here at home

But it wasn't the same doing my work in class & lecture.

I was also very thrilled to see Louis again! The thought of him brought butterflies to my tummy

Which I didn't understand why.

I was applying a bit mascara when my door busted opened

It made me jump & almost poked my eye out

"WTH" I screamed out

"Haha I got you! Just messing with you Dee. " Zac said

Of course who else would have the brilliant idea to barge into my room like that. Why is he so annoying ugh

"Your mom was supposed to give you a ride to school today, but my mom & her went out this morning so she called me last night to give you ride ok babe" he smiled

"Oh okay well I'm almost done getting ready, can you like wait outside like a normal person" I shooed him away

When I was doing getting ready I walked outside & got in Zac's car.

"Do you want anything to eat babe?" Zac offered

"Yes can we go to iHop? but please stop calling me babe Zac..."

"Okay, but why? does it make you nervous?" he smirked

I didn't answer I just looked away. Yes it did make me nervous & uncomfortable but he didn't need to know that.

It's just not the same with him anymore, being "friends" with your ex is just weird. Especially when they're constantly flirting with you

After we ordered our food thats when everything went down

"Okay Diana we need to talk" Zac said

"About what?" I was so confused, what did he wanna talk about.. he's making this 10x more awkward now

"Us, I need know what do you feel for me. & I need you to know what I feel for you." he said

"Actually feel nothing for you. You backstabbed me & i forgave you. But nothing will be the same, & by the way there is no "US" I said

"Ouch so harsh, well I just wanted you to know that i still loved you...& I'm sorry but I guess its time to move on right. " He mumbled

"Yeah I'm sorry I'm being so staright up but thats just how i feel I'm sorry. Yes Zac its time to move on" I smiled at him

"Well I mean we can still be friends though? We grew up together, our parents kinda forced out friendship since we were small so you're kinda stuck with me whether you like it or not " he chuckled

Well yeah he had a point, I am stuck with him... Thanks mom.

Might as well get the best out of it

"Yes Zacy we can still be friends" I said & sticked my tongue out at him

"Ew how dare you call me that you know I hate it" He made a doodoo face

Zac & I talked all morning long which ended up making me late for my first class.

So much for getting up early...I can never be early. Shit

A/N: Fact I'm always late for everything on purpose though lol

Us queens are never early ;) xD

Btw hope you guys liked the update :))) ❤️

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