Chp 1: If this never happened

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Harry's P.O.V

I heard crying as I walked through the house I’ve been getting better at remembering where stuff is like my room and the kitchen.

"Why?" Was all I heard.

"Why did this have to happen to me? Why did he leave? Why did you do this to me? Was I not a good mother? If not why!?"

All I know was it was mum who was talking and she needed my help I was about to open the door when I heard the sound of my name?

"Fuck! Harry had to ruin everything in my life! I thought I would be a good mother and take care of Niall but now I can't and it's liek he has no brother anymore! I hate you so fucking much Harry! You are a shit son and you fucking know it wouldn’t have cared if you died right there!"

"Actually..... I wanted you to die right there!" She laughed

I felt the inside of my stomach turn as she said all these words.

I didn’t know I was crying till I felt something on my nose.

I ran to my room and thought, She didn’t want me? She wanted me to die? She didn’t even love me? Her own son she didn’t love?!

Well I’ll show her I don’t need her at all!

I walk to my bed and crouch down to get the bag I keep under there just in case.

"Niall!" I scream.

As I hear the sound of feet and the door open I let a sigh out.

"Niall help me pack please." It was more of a statement then a question.

"W-why?" His voice cracked.

"Niall I-I have to go okay I just can’t stay here with mum and, and I just can’t I don’t want to remember what happened here Niall!" I mutter covering my face with my hands.

"P-please don’t leave me Hazza I don’t want to be alone!" He screamed.

"Niall baby I will come back for yo-"

I was cut of by Niall.

"No I’m going with you! Ill back my bag after we pack yours okay?"

"Niall n-"

Again I was cut of by Niall again. 

"No I’m going now hurry up what do you need me to help pack."

I figured that I couldn’t stop Niall from coming.

"Cloths all my money and some electronics like my pho-"

"Yea, yea yea I go it."

(After packing)

"Hey,Hazza where are we going to go?" Niall whimpered.

I was thinking about this while Niall was packing and I had no idea at all.

"We should have planned this!" I groan.

"M-maybe we can go ask Perrie?" Niall whispered.

Perrie was a beautiful and sweet girl very kind and considerate of others I don’t know why she had gone out with Zayn at all.

But all I knew about her was she could sing.

"I can’t...." I mutter.

"Why not?" Niall asks back.

"One I don’t have her phone number, Two she doesn’t know me and three why would she want to help us?" I ask with my eyebrows furrowed. 

"Well I kinda have her phone number.... Niall said awkwardly. And two I kinda asked and she said yes it’s fine."

"You what?!" I yelled.

"I called her she said we could." I could tell he didn’t care at all.

"How did you get her phone number?!" I groaned.

"I never tell my secrets!" He yelled playfully.

"Fine, but what if something bad happe-"

"Shhhhhh mums coming up hide the bags!" He whispered/yelled.

"I don’t fricking know where they are?!"

"Er ma gerd you swore!" Niall gasped.

Niall that wasn't swearing now get in my bed now!" I hiss.

He jumps in and I do the same hoping he hid the bags properly.

I hear the door open then close?

I hear the sound of feet walking up to me? Why is she walking up to me?! I smile when someone is in front of me.

I hear a giggle and I feel a punch come to my arm.

"OUCH!" I groan.

"Same old Harry? Huh?"

That wasn’t mum?

"Perrie!" Niall whispered/yelled.

"Niall keep it down mum will hear you!" I hiss.

"Oi both of you shut up!" Perrie laughed.

"So I’m sneaking you guys out?" Perrie asked innocently.

"Yeoooop!" I could tell Niall was happy leaving this place but I was scared, scared that Perrie would leave us out in the dark, scared that we wouldn’t have enough money and scared that Niall would get hurt by all of this.

"Niall we shouldn’t go mum might need us an-" My voice was starting to crack.

"H-harry I heard what mum said about you… I’m not leaving you okay! You were the only reason I stayed…"

I laughed

"You had to stay dumbo!"

"Hey! I could have run away!"

"You wouldn’t have you needed the food." I smirked.

I heard a gasp and a laugh before I felt someone on top of me.

We both laughed for another 3 to 4 minutes before getting interrupted by a cough.

"Well that was cute but we need to go." Perrie whispered.

I sigh and looked back at my room not like I can see it!

"Fine lets go..." I mutter.

"YES!" Niall screamed.

"Niall! Shhhhhhh!" I groan.

"Sorreh!" he whispered.

"Okay Ill go out first then you Harry and Niall help Harry okay?" Perrie asked.

"Yea, yea I got it." Niall stated.

With that I heard the window go open and the sound of the wind.

"Okay I’m down now Harry your turn!"

I start walking to the window with Niall’s help and put my foot out then my other one so I’m hanging out the window.

"Okay! Harry let go now!" I do as told not scared and I feel my body collide with another one.

I quickly get up and help Perrie up.

"Okay Niall you ready?" I yelled softly.

"Yes here take the bags and stuff."

I hear the sound of the bags getting thrown down then a groan.

"Niall are you okay?!" I yell trying to run to him but failing since I couldn’t see him.

"Yea I’m fine let’s just go please?"

I nod and we walk to the car which Perrie is in I look well hope I'm looking back at my house and think only if this never happened….

This was a new chapter I hope you like it! If you could, could you please give me a comment and vote. Thank you would mean a lot!

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