Quote of the day: Sometimes, crying is the only way your eyes speak when your mouth can't explain how broken your heart is.... <3
Harry's P.O.V ^_^
"Harry? Harry love can you wake up please?" Perrie’s voice said softly giving me a little shake as well as a shove.
I sigh as I use my hands and make them into fists and rub all of the sleep from my eyes. After I finish I turn my head to the left to feel the wind hit my face gently from the window.
I let a small smile take my lips and start to get up but kinda forgetting that there was a roof in the way and hitting my head making a few giggles come out of Niall and a groan come out of me.
"Harry are you okay?" Perrie asked softly as she rubbed my head gently, I nod my head grabbing perrie’s hand letting her help me out of the car. I could hear the sound of people talking and feeling some people looking at me with confused eyes.
"Perrie?" I whisper softly hoping I am looking at her directly.
"Yes Harry?" She said back just as soft.
"Are um p-people looking at us?" I mutter feeling my cheeks turn a bright red colour.
"Yes Harry they are but listen to me okay?" I felt someone lift up my chin to look directly at their face, I nod slowly.
"Harry you are strong, one of the strongest people I have even seen you went through stuff no one should ever go through but you did okay? I wish I could have stopped everything that happened to you but I can’t and I am sorry for that, but I will tell you this you will get through this for me and for Niall and mostly for you. It’s only a year and if you want to leave after that you can. Just please, please just try, if anything happens I’ll take a plane I won’t drive I will take a plane okay? Just for you, you got it?"
I didn’t know I was crying till I felt someone wipe a stray tear from my cheek.
"Y-yea I promise you Perrie I promise I will repay you for what you have done for Niall and I!" I promise you….
"Harry don’t okay?, I don’t care about any of that okay? I just want you to never give up and, and not turn out like me…."
"What do you mean Perrie? I mean you are the best! You took me in as well as Niall you paid for everything that we have and most of all you pushed me, you pushed us! I wish I could be like you… I wish I could be nice, strong, beautiful, sweet, caring, friendly and amazing but I can’t because I am not you and I will never be you Perrie, you are the most caring person I have ever meet and I am not scared to leave Niall with you because I know that you will take care of him no matter what. And you know how much I care for Niall. I never ever trust anyone except you and Niall, Perrie if I didn’t think you were a good person I would never have accepted your invite or let Niall stay with you, I love you so much Perrie you’re like a sister to me and no one will ever change that."
I didn’t know she was crying till I felt some tears on my hands. I slowly put my hands on her face and gently wipe the tears off, once I think they are all gone I quickly bring her into a hug feeling another presence behind me I grab them by the collar and drag them into a hug too. I feel their arms rap around me and Perrie and a contented sound come out of their mouth.
"I love you guys" I mutter as I pull them tighter making them laugh and cough at the same time.
"We love you too Harry remember that okay?" Niall said with a bit of sadness.
I slowly stepped away and slowly turned around to face Niall.
"Niall I want you to remember that I will always love you and I will never forget you ever okay? I mean how could I forget my OWN brother? I love you so much you don’t even know, I am so happy mum got you because I don’t know what I would do without you, probably dead and I mean it Niall I would be dead without you because I had something to live for no I had someone to live for, you were keeping me strong for so long and you still are Niall. I love you for that, you saved me from everything even my fear Niall and I am grateful for that. And do you want to know what my fear was? My fear was you leaving me because of how I am, because I am a loser that no one will love or like me but you made me feel it you made me feel everything. I knew from the start that I would and you would always be together no matter whom or what separated us, I love you bro…." I said softly feeling another set of tears cascade down my face.
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