Take me, or break me

Together

So this is my very first time writing so if you have any suggestions on how to become a better writer I will take your advise.
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Kookies POV

He is beautiful, I don't know how I had ever lived without him. I'm scared but here it goes " Tae I wanna tell you something." Tae looked over very quickly, he looked very panicked, " yes", I started to sweat more then I ever have before. I want to tell Tae that I never wanna leave his side and that I like him, but I just can't, I just don't want to lose him. I started panicking " never mind it doesn't matter."

Tae's POV

He's scared, but I don't know why, " Well it matters to me so just tell me." Jungkook sat there in surprise the he finally said it, " Tae, I l-love you" he was red from nervousness, " Kookie I'm sorry but I can't, I'm straight." His emotions quickly change to anger, but why is he angry, he should accept my choice if he really cares, "You know what Tae, I can change that" , what is he talking about? Jungkook grabs my hand, pulls me close, I try to pull away but his grip is getting tighter "Kookie I can't". He won't listen to me, "Tae I've wanted you for so long, so I'm not taking no for an answer", I feel bad I didn't know he felt this way," ok Kookie, what do you want?, I'll do anything just stop hurting me." Kookie finally loosened his grip on my wrists " Tae I don't want to do anything, I just want you to be mine." Why does it have to be me? "Kookie, we can go on A date but if I don't like you by the end of that, I'm sorry." Kookie looked confused but he agreed at the idea " I agree, Wednesday night at 8:00" I don't think I have any plans " it's a date, I guess."

Time skip- Wednesday afternoon

Kookies POV

This is my one chance to gain Tae's love, " Hey Jimin what should I wear to my date" he looks at me with curiosity " ohhhhh who are you going on a date with?", I laugh " it's a secret" he laughs at me " well you look really good in tight black jeans and a baggy shirt." Wow he knows my style " thank you sir Park" We go on about issues happening when he tells me about how much he loves his little bro. " Well jimin thanks for the morning talk, but I got to go." I walk away really fast realizing that we have been talking for awhile and it was 4:30 P.M. that means we were talking for 5 hours.

7:45 P.M.

Tae's POV

I'm getting ready so I just threw on a Gucci shirt, with tight jeans held up with my Gucci belt and to top it off my Gucci shoes that I love sooooo much. About 5 minutes before 8 I hear a knock on my room door, as I go to open the door I hear Kookie from outside the door "hurry we might be late." Hmmmm late for what, so I open the door and he practically drags me out of my room, " Can you give me a second?" Why do I sound so rude, " Oh sorry, yes do what you need." Wow when did he get such manners. We are heading to the car when somebody jumps out of the bushes to take pictures of us " Damnit, here I'll cover you Tae" If anybody see's those pictures we can deny it, we made it to the car in one piece, "Thank you, I would of been fine though" he's so cautious with me, he must really care. We were about to drive off when we heard the window break in the back "you've got to be kidding me I'm about to beat some ass, this is my new car" he looks angry, I think he might fight that person who broke the window, "WHO BROKE THE WINDOW?!"