CNCO Imagines and Preferences

More Than Friends Part.3 (Chris)

Written by my dear friend oxNatiixo

Y/N's POV

I sat down in our living room, our meaning Jackson's and mine. Christopher had left for tour two days ago and I have to admit I feel quite alone, even with my son here. Just after I had Chris with me for so long, being alone is just terrible.

'Mommy...' Jackson said walking in the living room, wearing his dragon onesie; teddy bear in his arms, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes.

'Cariño, what's wrong baby?' I picked him up, placing him on my lap.

'Bad dream...' he whispered softly, wrapping his arms around my neck.

I rubbed his back and rocked him gently. I hummed the lullaby my mom used to sing for me, I noticed Jackson growing more and more tired. As he fell asleep in my arms, I got up and walked towards my room lying down with him staying in my arms.

As I watched him sleep a peaceful, calm, reassurance feeling came over me. This boy, he changed my life at the age of 18, I do not know sometimes what to do with him. Even for me this is new, sometimes still exciting, sometimes still scary. Even though it has been 3 now almost 4 years of me having him in my life it is scary. Because when he gets sick I get scared, I have no one besides Christopher's family to fall back on. Without them, without Jackson, I have nothing left.

'Quiero ser el que llena de felicidad cada espacio de soledad, déjame ser tu luz. Quiero ser el que llena de felicidad cada espacio de soledad, déjame ser tu luz,' I whispered softly kissing Jackson's head, 'you are my light, my love, everything I would ever need in my life mi cariño.'

Slowly but steady I fell asleep to the sound of Jackson's snoring.

Christopher's POV

'Que pasa Christopher?' Richard said throwing Joel's paper airplane towards me. I shook my head trying to ignore the nagging feeling of Y/N not being with me.

'Nada Richard, nada.' I left our dressing room, only to walk into a crowd of screaming girls, to whom I have seen at the airport in Loja as Y/N and I said our goodbye's.

I walked towards the girls; they read the look on my face and clearly knew enough to pull me away and shelter me from the crowd. One grabbed her phone and dialed a number, leaving me quite confused.

'Hola? Si, si, aquí.' she handed me her phone, eying me as I nervously answered it. Did they take me away to call friends?

'Christopher?' Y/N's voice boomed through the speaker and my heart skipped a beat.

'Cariño.. es realmente tu?' Y/N hummed through the phone as she always does, making me feel relieved and finally loved again.

'What's wrong baby? Erick has been texting me that you're off since you left only two days ago.' I was anxious not sure how to answer her question, or how to feel about Erick's 'betrayal' which is not really betrayal just watching out for me.

'I just..I am worried about you and Jackson.. I miss my girl y hijo..' I muttered softly. The girls stood a few feet away, probably wanting to give us space. As I looked over they gave me a sad smile, I guess my feelings transfers to others.

The girls watched me the entire time as Y/N and I kept talking for a few minutes, feeling more relaxed in the end I gave the phone back to the girl, whom I found out is called Yasemin. I pulled the girls in a tight hug and thanked them for this moment. Normally it is the other way around, girls thanking me for everything. But this time, I had to thank them. 

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