as she puts the first layer of foundation,
she also thinks about the scars she had to hide,
as she puts concealer under her eyes,
she can't help but to remember how many sleepless nights she had just to take the pain away
as she puts mascara right between her eyelash,
she's hiding her tired, puffy eyes
as she puts colour to her cheeks,
she's fooling herself to look alive
as she puts paint on her lips
she's readying herself to fit in
as more as she's trying to become one of then
she's already loosing her self
