Emotional Personal Poems

betrayal? yes.

So it happened....she claims that i make her feel bad because she asked my opinion everyone asks my opinion and im a FUCKING BAD GUY then stop fucking asking shit dont look at me dont talk to me im finished everyone is dead to me....the only one that even cared to listen to me is my mom....but she thinks im fucking nuts now...she wants me to go see a therapist because i may have "abandonment issues" and depression and anxiety........all they are going to do is throw me to a mental ward.....just so they dont have to deal with me......no one really cares anymore....i feel so alone....everyone is turning against me ......its like im living my worst nightmare.....maybe i should have stepped in front of that diesel truck last night....i wouldnt be feeling like the worthless person i am.....GOD I JUST WANT TO DIE my heart physically hurts i should have known this shit was gonna happen.....im just that forgettable and im someone easy to replace....so ill just stay lonely for the rest of my life.....maybe this is what i deserve idk anymore.....maybe i should just leave and never come back....maybe go kill myself and go home with my grandma.....god i miss her....she was all i needed in life......how i would do anything to have her here with me again.....i miss her so much but for now ill just clutch her urn and cry i guess.