Emotional Personal Poems

waiting?

If i was drowning? Would you save me?
If i couldnt take it anymore..would you talk me out of it?
I feel like im stuck in quicksand on a shore...im alone....ive tried to escape but the more i try the deeper i sink...then i lost her...the tide is coming in...surrounding my legs and rushing higher as i continue to sink....i stop fighting...i give up...theres nothing i can do to save myself....the water is to my chest as i just continue to fall deeper and deeper in the sand....i want help...but noones around.....i can feel myself becoming numb to the coldness...water is in my mouth....i cant speak or scream...how badly i want to scream...the water is icy and ready to comsume me...heartbeats slow to the minimum and i cant feel a thing....nothing...the water engulfs me and i cant breathe....no air....no hope....i close my eyes and just wait.....waiting....for someone to help me?...no....im waiting for death