Emotional Personal Poems

endless cycle

"I hate him!" "He ain't shit and i can fucking stand him!" "I'm done waiting on him." Every fucking day this is what i hear. Every god forsaken day! I cant deal anymore and im tried of wasting my breath on someone who wont even consider what i tell them. Its exhausting to say the least, and im done feeling a thing. I no longer want to feel anymore so i shall keep everything inside once again...im finished trying to help others and im tried of always being ignored so ill just keep to myself...i dont want to talk to anybody...not even my own mom.....i hate feeling like this but its done and over with and now im gonna be much colder now...im "freezing my heart" from now on im done with everything and everybody.....maybe once i dissapper from everyones sights they will realize that i was always there when no one else was or something along those lines....i dont know maybe not....but its whatever imma get my "dilligaf" attitude back and people are really gonna hate me then....but life is too short and imma make my life better by just sticking to my motherfucking self!👌🏾👌🏾✌🏾✌🏾