That night I couldn't sleep. I was up and down all night. All I could think about was what the hell had happen today. I mean this morning I was complaining about not even having a friend. Now I have a guy who's kissed me already (okay so it was on the cheek, but it's the same thing. Right?).
I stare at my ceiling, replaying today's events. I was wide awake, even though it was two in the morning. One part of me wanted to squeal in joy and jump around the room. The other part wanted to puke and panic. See my dilemma?
I lay perfectly still in bed, hoping to fall asleep sometime soon. I can't. My mind is racing. My heart is beating abnormally fast. My hands are shaking.
It's impossible, so I grab my laptop and start to stalk people on tumblr. After about an hour or so, I finally fell asleep. Took me long enough.
Zombies. If you could envision a perfect picture of a zombie right now, it would be me. My hair was a mess. I found my tshirt and pants in the dirty clothes pile. There was a faint shade of green crossed across my face, due to seeing a dead dog's guts spread across the road. I wasn't even walking, it was more like floating.
The only thing keeping awake was my music. The bass line was keeping me away from all of the other people, whom I'm sure were looking at me like I was total trash. My feet dragged against the floor as I made it to my home room class.
I feel my phone start to buzz. So like every normal human being, I look down and check my phone. It was a text message from Caspar.
It read: Good morning! Goods night rest?
I smile and reply back: I wish.
Him: :,( wish I could help. Anyways ready to shoot some photos this week
Me: about as ready as I am to jump off a cliff.
Him: hahahaahahajahajaThat was suppose to be a joke right?
Me: yeah, kind of.
Him: ;P see you in class this afternoon. Hey wanna tell me directions again?
Me: wouldn't be a photo shoot without me.
Him: you know technically that's true
Me: haha
Him: see you in class Cas
I smile and put away my phone. My phone buzzes again. It's another text from Caspar.
Him: SO YOU READ MY TEXT BUT YOU DONT REPLY??!?!? In the words of that eight year old on full house HOW RUDE! XD :P
Tucking away my phone, I make my way into my homeroom class.
The school day went about as normal as any of mine would. I ate lunch in silence, went to my classes, didn't talk to anyone. You know, the usual. Finally my last class came.
I walk down the hallway hugging my books to my chest. Suddenly I felt someone intentionally walk besides me. I became a Popsicle. I was frozen in mid step.
"You know this next class, I heard the teacher was a pain in the ass. You know I even think she hates kids." A familiar voice said.
I look up and see Caspar looking down at me. I continue walking. "Jeez, Caspar. Next time give me a warning before you give me a heart attack." I reply.
"Sorry, Cas. Hey, you know I was thinking last night, you know my name is Caspar, right?" I nod my head. "Well yeah. You know my nickname could be Cas. So then we would be Cas and Cas. I mean of course you would be the first Cas."
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Cas + Cas
Teen Fiction*warning this is has some grammatical errors, I'm just trying to get my ideas down on paper (?) at this point. The errors will be fixed later* Cassidy "Cas" has a touch of social anxiety. She's gone most of her life without friends due to her inner...