City of Secrets

Chapter 11

Hi guys, I hope you enjoy this chapter :)

Warning:  there is implied rape in this chapter. 

 Simon almost fell to the floor when he came through the portal but Jordan caught him and pulled him close. Simon felt uncomfortable so close to him and tried to pull away but Jordan wouldn't let him.

"Um... I don't suppose you could take these handcuffs of?" Simon said nervously moving the handcuffs around for emphasis.

"I'm sorry Simon but if I do that you'll just portal out of here".

"What if I promise I won't? I seriously won't, I hate having these things on they remind of when I was trapped with Camille". Simon said shakily. There was a time when Simon had deeply trusted Jordan and told him what Camille had done to him.

"I'm truly sorry but I can't", Jordan said with genuine remorse.

Jordan let go of Simon to his relief and went to the kitchen. Simon looked around the apartment and felt both sadness and anxiousness as he recognised the place he had lived with Jordan and had once called home.

"You know if you take these handcuffs off I can just magic some food here for us", Simon said with a grin but Jordan just rolled his eyes.

"You can't fool me Simon".

Simon sighed and moved to the living room and sat at the sofa in an attempt to be as far way from Jordan as possible. But to his dismay Jordan soon joined him on the sofa having ordered them some food.

"I know you're trying to help but please just let me go".

Simon hadn't noticed that Jordan had put his arm around his shoulders, but he certainly did when Jordan's arm moved to his waist and forced Simon to straddle him, he pressed Simon tightly against his chest. Simon tried to get away again but Jordan tightened his grip. "You're in so much danger with Camille out there, not to mention Heidi and Jonathan". Simon flinched at the names. "You're safer here with me". Jordan leaned in and kissed Simon. Simon froze but then tried to get Jordan to stop kissing him but Jordan wouldn't. Instead he just pushed Simon so that he was lying down on the sofa with him on top of Simon.

"I want you back", Jordan whispered and kissed Simon again.

"Jordan stop this, I can't be with you again".

"Why?" Jordan asked brokenly.

"You were too controlling, it was so bad you wouldn't even let me leave the apartment!".

"I just hated how those shadowhunters treated you and still do. Every time you had to leave you would get hurt, I was trying to protect you".

"I know but you went too far and I can't go through that again".

"I promise I won't be like that".

"Jordan, we aren't even dating and you're making me stay here against my will again. You have just kissed me against my will, you're scaring me. That's not something I want to feel if we were to date again". Jordan got off Simon and Simon immediately jumped away.

"I'm so sorry Simon, I didn't mean to do any of that and I certainly didn't mean to scare you. I just got carried away, but please give me one more chance".

"How do I know you wouldn't get carried away if we got back together? I'm sorry but you've lost my trust Jordan".

Jordan became angry, he painfully grabbed Simon's arms and pulled him close to his chest, "But I love you, I have never stopped loving you".