*NOTICE* okay I don't like to put notices at the start but I really need to tell my readers this.Im very sorry if the story sounds rough and rushed.Ive typed chapter 7-11 on my phone and it's quite hard laying it out.Im also sorry if the chapters are boring .-. I don't have many ideas and I need some fillers and drama etc..ALSO this is important,I don't live in America so I don't know all the states and where everything is...I try my best,So Please do vote and comment and share this story it would mean the world for me and if you want a dedication just comment or MSG me and I will be sure to ^_^ thanks again~Krystal //
~~~Dani's POV~~~
I got into a bunk of my own.It was 7pm and tomorrow the boys had a show.I had lost my best friend,my old family and I'm slowly growing apart from Dahvie.We can't be growing apart...It's only been nearly two months...Maybe it was always my fault...I looked down at all the scars on my arm.I grabbed my iPhone and put my headphones on as loud as I can.Believe always helped me through my problems,but today it just made me tear up thinking about Dahvie.I put on It Never Ends by Bring Me The Horizon.I slowly felt my eyes shut.
~~~Jayy's POV~~~
Something was going on between Dahvie and Dani.When she walked out the door earlier I tried to hug her but she just pushed me to the floor.She came home two hours after and went straight to a bunk.Dahie was no where to be seen so I walked over to her bunk to see how she was.As I opened the curtain to her bunk her cheeks were all red and she was grasping onto her phone asleep.I climbed into the very small bunk and sat with my knees up to my chin.Inwas really cramped but I didn't care.
I grabbed one of her earphones to listen to what she was listening to. "Apology by Alesana huh?" I said mumbling.Her eyes flew open,she must have heard me. "Jayy,what are you doing in here?" she asked. "I came to see how you were," I smiled faintly. "I'm fine," she mumbled. "No your not,you can trust me,so tell me," I said and flicked m hair out of my eyes. "Its seriously not a big deal," and she looked down. "It must be because you seem pretty upset so tell me," I smiled. "Jayy...you would not know how amazing you are,you know when I'm really upset and your always there for me," she smiled and I smiled back. "So now then...tell me what happened today," and I leaned my neck back on the wooden bunk.
~~~Dani's POV~~~
Jayy was always so caring and knew when something was wrong and I loved him for that. "Well...When we went to Zekes he said he never wanted to see me again and that I left him win no friends,I ran out the house sneak ran back to the bus.As we were driving i had a shower...and did things I wasn't proud of," I stopped talking and a tear fell from my eyes. "What did you do Dani?" Jayy asked looking serious. "I can't...You'll hate me like Dahvie," more tears fell from my eyes. "Dont be silly Dani,I will never hate you and neither will Dahvie," he leaned closer to me and wiped my tears away.I looked down at my wrists and he knew what I had done. "After I hopped out the shower I went to sleep,Dahvir saw what I did,he yelled at me,grabbed my wrist and pretty much threw me to the floor in anger," I managed to say and I wiped the tears away from my eyes. "I then ran into Oli Sykes and fell over and he helped me up and he took me to get something to eat but I wasn't hungry,I told him what happened and we walked back he have me his number and Dahvie came up to me tying to apologize then I ran back here," I said.Jayy hugged me. "Don't worry it'll be okay," Jayy smiled and got up and left.
I texted Oli. (D=Dani and O=Oli skyes)
D:Thanks for today meant a lot
O:No probs,hws it going?
D:Okay,Dv hasn't come bak
O:Ok,well if anything happens call me x bye
I put my phone down and layed in bed thinking about Dahvie.Should I forgive him? I mean...he was just angry because he hates me harming myself and he loves me that's why he doesn't want me to...
"Dani! Want some food?" I heard Jayy yell.I jumped out of the bunk, "ye,I'm hungry," I replied. "Okay,want to come or stay here with Sally?" he raised an eyebrow. "I'll come," I nodded.I walked out the door with Jayy to get food. One step out the bus I jumped on Jayy back.He smiled and continued to walk. As we got to Maccas I ordered a cheeseburger meal,Jayy got a large big Mac meal for him and Dahvie and got Sally a filet O fish.I held the bags on the walk back while Jayy continued to addy me on his back.
As we walked back on the bus Dahvie was sitting on the couch.Jayy gave everyone their meals and we ate in silence.I say on the couch across from Dahvie.Sally got up and left to have a shower.Jayy was sitting next to me and stood up "I Ughh..I have to quickly do something," he stood up and left Dahvie and I sitting across from each other.I sighed, "I'm sorry Dahvie..." "For what?" he asked. "For running from you earlier and everything else," I said nervously. "Babe dont be...it's my fault for not understanding and I'm so sorry for what happened," he looked down.I stood up and sat on his lap, "I love you" I smiled and he smiled back and I kissed him.Im glad we were both happy again.It felt so much better to be in his arms again.