Chapter 39:
*Dahvie's POV*
"Dahvie,you've been sitting in this room for 3 weeks now," Jayy said.I shot him a glare and looked back at Dani."What if she never wakes up Jayy?" I asked.I turned my head back at him to see him fiddling with his lip piercing,"I don't know...we have to hope for the best and not look at those things," he replied.I nodded and relaxed back into the chair which was now my bed.In the past few weeks we've had many close friends come and visit."Dahvie you know we have tour next week what are you going to do?" Jayy asked curiously.I sat there thinking,"I won't be going."
Jayy stood there looking at me not knowing whether I was serious or not."We can't just cancel all of our shows" I looked back at him,"Well...I have to,I'm not leaving Dani"
"Well,when should we tell the fans?" Asked Jayy."I'll tell them over twitter now." I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and opened up my twitter application,'Sorry SGTC,upcoming shows will be canceled :( need to stay beside dani' I posted it and withing minutes I had fans replying.Most were hoping everything got better but there were a few hating which really got to me.
~~~3 days later~~~
I was awoken by machines going off.I slowly opened my eyes to see people crowding around Dani."You two have to leave the room," one of the men said to Jayy and I."No I'm not leaving," I shot back."Sir"! he raised his voice.Jayy grabbed my arm and took me outside and the door shut behind us."What is happening in there?" I question frustratedly."I don't know any more than you do," Jayy said.He took me over to the chair and sat me down."Just calm down dahvie" he said.I couldn't calm down knowing something bad is happening inside that room.
I sat there in silence watching nurses run into Dani's room.The beepings of the machines had finally stopped and a few moments later a nurse stepped out of the room,"are you here for Dani Torres?" she asked.I stood up and nodded.She looked down at her feet then looked back up at me and Jayy,"I'm sorry but Dani didn't make it," she said sadly.No...This couldn't be happening.Not again...This can't be real..."Im really sorry " she said before walking away.
Tears fell down my cheek,"Tell me this isn't real Jayy." I looked into his eyes,he was also just about crying."I'm sorry dahv." I shook my head in disbelief that Dani didn't make it.Another nurse walked out of Dani's room."Miss,can i see her...to say my last goodbyes?'' I asked as i wiped away a few tears."I'm sorry but no one can go in and visit her until the planned funeral," she said.''But i need to see her!" i yelled with more tears falling form my eyes.''I'm sorry sir but you-" i cut her off."Dont fucking tell me i can't see my beautiful fucking girlfriend for the last time!" i yelled.The lady jumped back and Jayy grabbed a hold of me.''Dahv,calm down," he whispered into my ear as he held pulled me tightly into a hug.I pushed my head into his chest and started to cry into it.A few tears from Jayys eyes had also fallen onto me.
My legs felt like they were going to collapse,i was that weak.Jayy started stroking my hair.''Let's get going Dahv,we'll get some rest and organize the rest tomorrow," he whispered.He pulled away from the hug slowly but still had his arm around me as we walked out of the hospital.We walked out to the carpark where Jayy had parked his car.He unlocked my door and put me in.He walked to the other side and started the car.''I'm going to miss her," Jayy quietly said.I looked over to him to see a few more tears fall down his face.
As we pulled in the drive way I didn't even hesitate to get out.Just coming back to Blood Manor brought back too many memories.Jayy got out of his side and quietly shut his door and walked over to my side and opened it,''Come on Dahv," his voice sounded so...dead.He un-buckled my seat belt and helped me out of the car.He walked with me to the door and grabbed the keys out of his pocket and put it in the keyhole to unlock it.As I walked in all the memories had come straight back to me.I turned to Jayy and leaned my head against his shoulder and cried into it."Jayy Why!! Why Her!! Why Me!!'' I sobbed into his shirt.Usually Jayy was the person to always have something to say but instead he just pulled me into a hug and we both started crying together.''I dont know..." he said in between sobs.