Lost in guilt

It took me only a minute to realize we were living in a cage. I really just wanted to see what life could throw at us. But being stuck here was all i could think of. If only there were a way to go beyond the walls. Okay, it was obvious. The survey corps. Some of the toughest men and women around, and they kill the monsters beyond like they were only small spiders on a wall. Those monsters were called titans. All I needed to know, is that I wanted to be apart of the survey corps in the future. I guess it only took a second to notice my passion for destroying every titan.

Now that I knew that I wanted to be beyond the walls and a part of the action, I prepared myself for anything that could get in my way. I practiced every trick, every little move that they did, so I could impress them. But not even 1% of that training did me good. Though, i did rank 5th in the top 10. I tried to take everything that they threw at us all, and i was only so prepared. But then I noticed my power to change into a titan. I lost control for a couple days, with me having no menory of it, but it only a dream. Or at least I thought it was a dream.

Afterwords, the Garrison used me as a helpful tool to help plug up the walls. But soon after, I was put on trial to be put in the survey corps, or killed because of my monstrous actions by the military police. Only took a while to get saved by Captain Levi, and the Survey Corps. This is where this story picks up, but only in my own perspective. Finally, no more assumed shit by people who want to make people believe what they want you to. Now if you are still intrested, please feel free to read on. I would love it if you did.