Betrayed

Ninteen

Trent

Going towards the same room I've been visiting for the last past five months guilt came over me. I never meant to hurt Nicki the way I did. I walked up to her room and to my surprise she was up looking at tv. I didn't even know that she had woke up I haven't been here since Kalenna had my baby.

"Hey" I said to her as I eased my way into the room. "What are you doing here?" Nicki questioned "I came by to see you" I told her "you put me here Trent I don't even know how long I've been here I can't remember anything besides you and what my sister done to me" Nicki said with tears in her eyes.

I felt so bad for what I done to her I wish I could take it all back but can't. Two innocent kids without parents right now because of me. "I've been Coming in here for the last past five months to see you everyday I regret what I've done to you to your kids their dad everything I wish I could take it all back but I can't I know that what I done is way worse than what you done I apologize I know that I was wrong I could've went about the situation a different way but I wasn't thinking I was hurt and I understood how you felt when you found about me and Kalenna it wasn't a good feeling and I'm sorry I know you may never forgive me for killing your kids father I didn't mean it" I explained to her.

Nicki didn't say anything she just laid there and silently cried. It hurt my heart to see that the woman I was still in love with crying over my fuck up. I couldn't stand it I was hurting even more because she was hurting.

"I can't remember anything my kids their father my friends my life nothing all I can remember is you and what you have done to me no matter how hard I try I can't remember anything and it hurt so bad I can't even remember my kids and its your fault you did this to me if your really sorry divorce me and turn yourself in and get out!" Nicki semi-yelled at him

I didn't bother to say anything else. I knew she wouldn't never forgive me and I understood. I stood up and walked towards the door slowly hoping she would stop me. I looked back to only see her pointing at the door with a hurtful look upon her face. I exited the room and knew that I've officially lost the one that I love.