•one week later•
Kate still hasn't came back. The stress has gotten to me. Niall left to go get some food because I refuse to leave. Where could Kate be? Holy shit. I was stressed. I've barely left this damn couch. Gosh, I need something to calm down......
The drugs. Yes, the drugs are in the cabinet. Quickly, I ran to the counter and jumped on top. I threw open the top cabinet. There was still the piles of drugs. I reached to the nearest drug. I got handfuls....
I was about to take the drugs.. Take handfuls of drugs. Until Niall came in. A look of worry, frustration, and sadness spread acrossed Niall's face. He dropped all of the food in sure panic and threw the drugs out of my hands by hitting my palms.
All of this happened in a split second but felt like forever. My palms stung, Niall looked pissed and horrified...
Before I knew it I was in complete tears..
Now I was pissed. "Why'd you do that?" I screamed at him.
"Why are you trying to take drugs?" Niall screamed back.
"Because I can!!" I yelled with sheer frustration.
"What else? You don't need those, you shouldn't want those disgusting drugs Blake!! God.." He was pissed. I could tell. He held his hands tightly clutched and his face became red. We were standing right in front of each other. But then he slowly walked around in circles around the kitchen.
"Why the fuck do you care what I do? Why? What's the point?!" I yelled with all my might. I was so pissed. Niall looked at me with soft eyes about to cry, but soon he became frustrated..
"Blake, do you want to know why I care?" He screamed with sharp intensity. Niall was now facing me.
"Frankly, yes I do!!!" I was in his facing screaming towards him.. I just want to let him know that I'm a grown ass woman and can do whatever I want..
"Because I love you Blake." Niall yelled back. Instead of staying there he ran out the front door with a slam....
Did he just say that?
A tear rolled down my cheek. I dropped the blanket that I was covered with and ran out the door. "NIALL." I yelled towards him. Niall looked pissed, but a tear still streamed down his face. We stood there staring at each other, it felt like hours had gone by but only seconds had gone by.
I ran towards Niall with all my power.. I ran into his arms and he engulfed me. We stayed in that position. I cried, no I bawled. Niall cried too.
"I'm so sorry Niall.." I mumbled.
"I'm sorry too Blake.." Niall muttered.
"Why are you sorry?" I asked stunned.
"Being too fast with this relationship, being an ass, being s-" he tried to finish but I cut him off.
"I love you too Niall." Niall held me closer as I said that. "I care for you too much to leave you alone in this world. I was being selfish. I'm sorry Niall.... But I love you so much" I mumbled..
Niall held me against his chest and I heard his heart beat.. "Feel that?" Niall pushed me away and grabbed my hand and held it to his heart..
"Yes Niall." I held onto his other hand, afraid to let go. Not only afraid, but not wanting to let go.
"That beats for you princess." He smirked. God, do I love this boy...
