and so he texted me.
yoongi: syaien, hello
syaien: yes yoongi?
yoongi: now tell me what i did wrong.
syaien: you did nothing wrong. i was just scared.
yoongi: scared of what?
syaien: hurting you. but in reality i was being selfish. i was the one who was scared of getting hurt.
yoongi: why would either of us get hurt?
syaien: i don't want to trust and i don't think i can. you'll just leave and find better friends right when i feel okay. i know it. i'm nothing special.
yoongi: that's where you're wrong. since day one you interested me. i've noticed along the way how hurt you truly were. if you think you hide it well, you don't. still to this day i have no clue why, but i felt i needed to help you. that's all i want is to help you. if you could just start off by giving me access to you're friendship i'd be happy. i want you to be happy. i want you to live a long exciting life. i'd never just leave someone like you.
syaien: wow
yoongi: wow?
syaien: i don't know what to say. why me?
yoongi: because you're beautiful, you're smart, and most of all, i could see a girl who needed saving. so i thought, why not me.
syaien: those are lies. please don't pity me.
yoongi: god damnit syaien! it is not pity!!! it's true and i don't know why you can't see that.
syaien: ...
yoongi: please just let me help you. that's all i want. once you're happy, i'll leave you alone.
syaien: i don't think ill ever be happy.
yoongi: not with that attitude. i know happiness is possible, it is for anyone.
syaien: i don't know...
yoongi: say yes
syaien: yes
yoongi: really?!
syaien: don't make me change my answer
yoongi: okay! perfect. now it's getting late and i want you to rest. goodnight, beautiful.
why did i feel something when he said that? beautiful.
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save me 구해줘 ∮ MIN YOONGI
Fanfictionshe saved everyone around her, but she couldn't save herself. so she said, "maybe you'll be the one who saves me." {started on: june 16, 2018} {finished on: june 17, 2018} \\lowercase intentional// ©thinnyquee...
