dear diary,
today was okay. i guess. i haven't eaten which makes me happy. i've grown quite fond to the feeling of hunger. the way the water falls into my empty stomach in the mornings. the way it makes me feel as though i'm losing by the seconds. it's actually quite comforting.
max, my gay friend, came to me about relationship advice. i would have laughed in his face because i don't know the first thing to relationships. but i did not. i tried my best to muster up information i was uncertain of, and he just happily nodded along. with a distant hug, he left.
but yoongi is starting to catch onto me. if that makes sense. it's not like i'm a drug smuggling criminal. but he comments on how tired i am at least 5 times a week. he's like a broken record that you can't get rid of. i wish he'd just leave me alone. i'm not good for him to even be around because i ruin everything. i'm scared to speak, my voice always comes out quiet. what if i say the wrong thing? then he'll hate me forever, but isn't that what i want?
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save me 구해줘 ∮ MIN YOONGI
Fiksi Penggemarshe saved everyone around her, but she couldn't save herself. so she said, "maybe you'll be the one who saves me." {started on: june 16, 2018} {finished on: june 17, 2018} \\lowercase intentional// ©thinnyquee...
