CHAPTER [4]

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for the 2 months they were together it was like a long dream where Kongpob didn't want to wake up and just stay there with Arthit but we can't stop reality from happening , what happened to Arthit was a wake up call for Kongpob that he can no longer stay with Arthit and let him be free from his world , the world that could lead Arthit into bigger trouble.

now it has been 2 weeks since they last saw each other and Kongpob has had no sleep forcing himself to stay awake , looking through the CCTV as they have hacked into it just to find the person who shot Arthit.

every night it's been like this , Kongpob swore he will find this person and kill him what he did was unforgivable even if they intended to not kill him messing with the person he loves is just a wrong move.

as for Arthit he got discharged from the hospital once the doctor let him, he stayed with his parents as he also took a leave from work.

All day and night he was locked up in his room no one would see him , no one even saw him smile when Kongpob left him. everyone was worried about his health and well being. Also his parents didn't know why he was acting this way thinking that Kongpob was a friend nothing else not knowing their relationship was beyond that.

Arthit's POV

lying down on the bed with the blanket covering his whole body with no light in sight just darkness , it's not even night time but he has shut all the curtains not even a peep of light , he has completely shut himself in his room , not caring about his health as he has given up on his life , if you would walk in to his room all you would hear is the sound of sniffles nothing else.

knock knock knock

his mother knocked on the door , for two weeks she's been worried sick about her son and seeing him totally shutting himself up since they arrived home has totally made her not sleep much "Oon can i come in?" no response was heard , she tried twisting the knob but as usual it's locked "Oon , were all worried can't you at least come out and eat , you need nutrients" his mother is about to break down in tears but before she knew it -THUD- she collapsed.

"HONEY" a yell from his father was heard , suddenly sitting up on his bed he then got up and walking to the door while also stumbling he unlocked his door seeing his mother on the ground.

once again they were at the hospital , Arthit couldn't bear to see his mother lying on that bed again so he was sitting on one of the chairs outside the room.

i'm totally the worst i made her worry about me so much to the point she collapses. what am i doing with myself , i'm hurting the people around me but all i did was think about myself just because of a break up , but i can't help it i still have feelings for him ,he thought i would feel and be safe if were not together and people especially my family would object to us but he never tried , so then i don't believe he has ever had feelings for me it was probably just curiosity and felt comfortable around me because i accepted for who he is.... damn it i even gave him my virginity , my first kiss , even the gear i was waiting to give to someone special which i thought would never happen..

-flashback-

"Kongpob"

turning around he saw something in front of his face "happy 1 month" Kongpob took it in to his hands and looked at it closely "this is something that's very special to me"

"does it mean something?" Arthit hummed then said "my 'gear' *pats his chest just where his heart is* belongs to you" it took a second for Kongpob to understand "at my university for an engineering student we get this when you're a freshman so i've thought of it as something special" Kong smirked "so am i someone special to you?"

"well duhh" laughing but getting shut up as he felt a pair of lips on his "mine also belongs you too" Kongpob went down to his neck and bit earning a moan from the other "i love it when you moan like that"

"sh-shut up" things were heating up as they were sitting on the couch , and now Arthit is lying down on the couch with Kongpob on top "you want to do this now?"

"well it's one month of our relationship we should do something special to celebrate" having a hard time talking when Kongpob is lowering his hand to where his manhood is and with his other hand pulling up shirt exposing his top half "Ko-Kong-"

-end of flashback-

the whole time Arthit shut him self up in his room , he kept on having dreams and flashbacks on their time together just like these but he couldn't complete what he was remembering when someone started calling out his name

"Arthit, ARTHIT" i looked to my left finding Knott right next to me "are you ok you were absent minded" omg why the hell was i thinking of that now , my Mae is unconscious but all i think about is him? "i'm fine Knott"

"are you sure? you haven't eaten anything we don't want you collapsing too" now that i think about it i really haven't eaten anything , my mind was occupied on him that i forgot about my needs "yeah , sorry i'll eat soon"

Knott: "Arthit i know for these 2 weeks it's been hard but you need to think about your parents they have been worried about you especially your mother , she would barely eat herself just because you weren't"

"what?" i didn't know this oh god i feel like i don't deserve as my Mae "i understand , i didn't know about that"

"Oon your mother woke up" his father opened the door and i went inside , looking at my Mae like this reminds me of when she was constantly in here and i seriously dislike this feeling.

Arthit sat on the chair next to her and started bawling his eyes out "Mae i'm sorry" taking his hands in to hers "i finally get to see your face" said with a smile as well tears streaming down her eyes "i'm sorry for being a bad son"

"i won't accept you calling yourself a bad son , you're my boy and i love you i'm glad you're ok" Arthit hugged his mother and kept crying his eyes out , being in his mothers arms made him feel safe and loved.

when his mother was discharged from the hospital they all went home , most of the time Arthit's friends would also be at his home ,in a couple days he'll be returning to work as well back to his own home.

over time he's gotten better with the help from everyone but every now and then he would think about him.

I was coming with some fruit "guys you want so-" and then...

everyone got up and stood in front of the TV and yelled "what's happening?" they all moved out of the way and said "uhhh we we-were just watching spongbob"

"you guys are weird".....

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A/N

spongbob huh?...haha 😂
i hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. 👍

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