SOTUS: Found you

CHAPTER [12]

Arthit moved trying to sit up "ahh fu- my ass hurts" while on the other side a man was panicking.

Arthit for a second forgot about last night but his ass pain reminded him in what happened last night so he just looked to his left seeing a man staring at him with the eyes of panic  "you're awake" no words were being able to come out of Kong's mouth so just imagine a person that looks like a statue because that's what he looks like at the moment 

waving his hands in his face trying to see if he will blink "Kongpob?" "Kong breathe" obeying his order kongpob finally breathed and started blinking 

Arthit wanted to get up but got stopped by the other "why aren't you saying something about what i did to you?" the one wanting to get up snatched his hand back "get dressed then we'll talk" Kongpob let him go 

Arthit got dressed and left Kongpob in his room alone 

Arthit's POV

i don't fully understand what happened last night it was like i got drunk when he touched me not wanting him to stop , i don't understand why is he the only one able to let me feel like this? he was drunk i couldn't leave him in the street alone but to bring him home and things getting out of control like that wasn't expected at all 

I wonder what happened to get himself to drink so much to the point he gets completely wasted , i know his life hasn't been going right all his life probably the influence and problems from his father.

what happened last night wasn't completely his fault because he was drunk i'm partly at fault here for letting him but i couldn't bring myself to stop him

i heard the sound of a door being opened slowly hearing creaking noises when i looked towards where the sound is coming from i saw someone sneakily looking at me with his eyes piercing through the crack of the door , i'm sitting on the couch waiting for him so we could have a proper chat and he won't even come near me 

"Kongpob can you please come out" he once again obeyed for the second time and opened the door going close to Arthit 

Once he sat next to me well he was a bit far like he didn't have he right to get close to me so i purposely went closer to him , i noticed Kongpob wasn't expecting that from the look of his eyes 

"P'Arthit i'm sorry" 

now i was the one who was not expecting something like that , what is he apologising for?

"for what exactly?" Kongpob who was looking down looked up to Arthit "what i did to you last night was considered rape and i know that , i honestly didn't know it was real thinking it was a dream"

"dream? you dream of me , not being able to tell whats real or not do you dream of me that much"

seeing him lost for words it was obvious i was right 

"Kongpob we didn't meet each other again after so long at a great time and the way we handled the situation wasn't great either but i think we can make it up by having a good chat now and clear things" 

Kongpob wanted to interrupt but Arthit wouldn't let him "let me finish" so Kongpob let him continue 

"first of all last night wasn't your fault i kind of gave you consent since i didn't fight back even though i wanted to my body wouldn't allow me not because you were probably stronger than me but because my body reacted on it's own and couldn't resist you , don't think you're a rapist , you already label yourself as a criminal don't add more things in your list you've done to make your life feel like hell , i dislike it that you do that"

"second i want to apologise of how i acted when i saw you again after so long and then reacting the same when you saved me" 

"lastly i want to discuss what's going on with us? you kissed me , i kissed you , you ran away and now we did it after i picked you up while you were drunk , tell me Kongpob i need to know"

i finally stopped talking and now giving him the chance to talk what i said now is everything i meant 

i heard a sigh from him sounding like he gave up 

"P'Arthit why do you have to apologise you've never done anything wrong , the way you reacted when you saw me walk in to the hospital room was right , i was expecting you wouldn't be happy about seeing me again so why would i expect anything else?"

i felt a hand touch mine sending an electric feeling that tingled through my skin 

"i know i don't have the right to touch you at all and hold your hand but i want to say i still love you" 

my heart raced just like 3 years ago , my feelings for him are still there but why is he telling me this now?"

"when i heard you were in the hospital it broke my heart just like when you got shot and the same feeling of wanting to kill the person who hurt you , i was so angry i couldn't be there to protect you before it happened"

Arthit: "wait why are you telling me this? because knowing you , you don't want to be with me because you would think your ene-"

Kongpob: "you're wrong , it's right i panicked when i woke up next to you this morning but when i was left alone as you left the room , i started thinking it's better if i'm with you to protect you"

Arthit: "just to protect me?"

Kongpob: "no , i want to be with you as a lover , just like 3 years ago but better"

Arthit: "i thought you would worry about people wondering why i am with a 'criminal' and how my parents / friends wouldn't accept you"

Kongpob: "i guess if i want to be with you i have to work hard don't i?"

i was too overwhelmed and shocked from what he said 

Arthit: "you should've done this in the first place you idiot" 

Arthit started hitting Kongpob on his chest but Kongpob grabbed his hands stopping his actions seeing tears coming out from Arthit's face "can i take that you allow me to have you back even though i probably don't deserve you?"

i tried speaking through my tears and hiccups "keep in mind what you said you can't take it back" and i just went straight for a hug WA ting to embrace him

loud knocking noises were being made on his front door interrupting them.