CHRISTMAS PARTY
I prepared everything by myself. Why? My co-teacher has a chickenpox so she cannot attend.
I am 10 minutes late because I coocked food.
I prepared songs to play.
I prepared games and everything.
Do you know how hard it is to stay jolly in front of your students when you're sad?
My instagram update:
"Since the moment I knew about this up to now, I did not listen to kpop music. Why? It remimds me of you and your hard work. It may seem exaggerated but everyone may agree that you contributed a lot in the music industry and even in ourlives.
I'm sorry if I wasn't there to see you today. I live far from you but now, it's even farther. I may look so happy in front of my students because it's our Christmas Party but deep inside, I'm crying. I want to cry out loud but I can't. They will not understand why. People around me will never understand my feelings about this.
I don't how and when will I send you off.
I'm sorry."
It's the last day. I know. It's time to send you off but-
YOU ARE READING
a Letter for Jonghyun
Non-FictionI had a battle with my self for 6 months if I will post this or not. You may like this or not but I don't really care. I just wanna share this.
