Push Me (BoyxBoy)

I wish you were here, with me.

Harry's POV

I'm trying my best to act okay with this, but I'm really not. I know for a fact that Nick is out to get me. We have never been close, and we never will be, but you have to draw the line somewhere and that line is drawn right smack dab on Louis' forehead. He is my boyfriend and only my boyfriend. No one else's, and I'll do what ever it takes to make him realize this.

Louis' blindness when it comes to all of this is a disappointment. It seems to me if your boyfriend is uncomfortable with you going out with someone, especially if it's not anyone particularly close to you, you should respect his wishes. Or maybe that's just me.

School is already over, and it's oddly quiet while I'm driving Louis to this pizza place that I'd never even heard of. Shady son of a bitch inviting Louis to go out with him. Louis must have noticed the scrunch in my face, my hands tighten on the steering wheel, and my jagged breaths.

"Harry..babe?" I force myself to calm down, but the closer we get to his destination, the more angry and jealous I begin to grow.

"What." I snap at him unintentionally. I release my fingers from the steering wheel, leaving my palms in place. I inhale deeply closing my eyes for a split second before refocusing them on the road. I glance out the corner of my eye seeing Louis looking pitifully out the window. "I'm sorry Louis, I didn't meant to snap at you...are you okay?"

His he breaths in shakily turning to meet my timed eye movements toward him. His eyes are getting watery and his lips are shaking. If anyone knows that face it's me, and that is not a good thing.

"Oh baby don't cry, I'm so sorry I snapped at you...I swear I didn't mean anything by it. It's just that-"

"No! Harry god..." I furrow my brows taking one hand off the wheel and placing it on his knee. I feel his hand on top of mine, he soon curls his fingers so he is holding my hand tightly. "I'm not mad at you...it's just.."

"Just what?" I ask him softly.

"I feel s god damn guilty, and it's killing me inside!" I open my mouth to tell him everything is alright with what he's doing, but he knows that I would be lying to him. This isn't okay with me, and I don't think it will be until Nick can come up to me, look me straight in the eye and tell me he isn't in love with my boyfriend. Adding a snide comment wouldn't help though, and I can almost guarantee, he would pitch in a snide comment just to piss me off.

"No. Harry don't you lie to me and say this is okay with you. I never should have agreed to it, I feel like the worst boyfriend ever." I shake my head, not knowing if he is going to speak again. I keep quiet. "Harry if you don't want me to do this, turn this car around right now. I won't put up a fight."

My lips quirk up at the thought.

"No." I surprise even myself saying. "No, you need this. If you want him to be your friend, then..I guess I'm going to have to get over it."

"Seriously?" He squeezes my hand.

"Seriously."

As I'm pulling into the parking lot, I see that there aren't many cars here, but enough to make me think that it's a decent place to eat out. I turn to Louis slowly.

"Remember. Call if you need anything. Okay? And call when it's over. I'll probably be out anyway going shopping for some new clothes or something...unless you want to do that with me this weekend?" I ask him hopefully. I have never been the shopping type, but when it comes to necessity of clothes; I have to.

"I'll call I promise." He leans over to peck me on the cheek. "And I really would rather not going shopping if I'm getting nothing out of it, silly." My eyes go a little wide. Nothing out of it? What?

"What do you mean nothing out of it, you'll get something out of it, it's called clothes." He shakes his head rapidly unhooking his seat belt.

"No Harry, I'm not gonna let you by me clothes." I pout at him.

"We'll talk about it later." I peck him on the lips three times before diving in for a real kiss. If I wasn't sure that I had put the car in park, I could have sworn that it was moving..spinning..maybe it was just the kiss. The urgency of it was undeniable, we both knew he didn't want to leave, and I didn't want to let him go. It only lasted a few more seconds before we ran out of air. "I love you..call me."

"I love you too, Harry Styles." He smiled at me one last time before he stepped out of the car and into the restaurant. I pulled out of the lot making my way to McDonalds. Might as well have something to eat myself.

*~*~*~*~*

My phone starts ringing about an thirty minutes after I dropped Louis off. I'm laying on my back watching the tv aimlessly.

"Hello? Louis..?"

"Harry..." I can tell he's crying on the other end...it went badly, and I'm going to kick Nick's ass.

"What's wrong baby, what happened? I'm on my way. What happened?!" I speak frantically as I grab my keys and leave not knowing if I even closed the door behind me.

"He...N-Nick he.." He chokes up. My frustration at not knowing what's happened as become unbearable.

"Louis please tell me what happened!"

The line went dead.

A/N: I'm sorry, I know it's short ugh, but the next one will be longer! I left you with some suspense, so tell me in the comments what you think will happen next!