As a little girl I was really different from now,I had so many dream that I was serious about them and I was so excited to realise them.But as the time I get bigger my dreams get smaller : I started to understand the world that ,I preferred to never know nothing about it.Now that I know what my mom,an adult seemed to know, I got scared of doing any step ,I got scared of falling down...So from having so many dream, my only dream was to find a true dream...
At least a dream will be always a dream not a reality...right ?
Man :I said I didn't do anything !
Me :Yes I heard you !But that doesn't mean I trust you !Hey are you serious ?How can you come with this lie ?If you didn't do anything,why were you touching her so strangely ?Admit it !
Man :I was showing her the way because she asked !
Woman :I told that I understand,so why touching me !
It's always like this,they can't tell a good lie for us to trust.They think that we are stupid,so funny....
It was a really long day ,especially when there was a murder near our post.And finally after that day I had a day off.
I woke up a little early because of my habitude,I worked out and returned home.I quickly took my shower,too quickly that I didn't notice a little kid was taking my place in the sofa.I looked at my mom with the eye of « What the*** »...
Me :Who is ?
Mom :Who ?
Me :That kid !
Mom :Your son
Me :From when you joke around ?Mom I don't have a kid !
Mom :Are you sure.
Me :Mom !!
Kid :Aunt,I'm your cousin's son !
Me :Oh you grew up so quickly !
Kid :I'm seven years old,aunt !
Me :Is that right ?Okay !What are you doing here ?Your mom never talk about you coming here !
Kid :No !She talked with grandma !
Mom :See !He addressed me with grandma !
Me :Are you okay mom ?Your joke is kind of not funny at all! Say what,why didn't you tell me that "Sousane" would bring her kid here !
Mom :What would you do if I tell you ?
Kid :Can you hurry up ?I have a rendezvous with my doctor.
Me :Hey kid !Don't order me around,I didn't even have my breakfast !And what's my problem ?Tell you mom to come take you.
Kid :She asked me to tell you « Please,take my son to his doctor I'm too busy today »
Me :WHAT ?I WAITED FOR THIS DAY FOR A LONG TIME AGO !Hey kiddo, look,I'm too tired to take you to your doctor,ask your mom to come!
Kid :Auntie please !
Me :Hey kid don't give that look !....Okay !Let me have my breakfast..or forget ,let's go !
I stepped outside with that kid that I even knew his name.We waited for the bus for a long moment.There was just one seat free,so I sat and let that kid in front of me...
Me :What are you looking at kid ?
Kid :Why don't you have a car like mom ?
Me :I can't !No money in my pocket!
Kid :But you have a job !
Me :If all who has a job can buy a car ,then, there won't be a bus !
Kid :You are wrong !There are who doesn't like to ride.What did you do a job that can't pay enough to buy a car ?
Me :It's just how life work !
Kid :I thought you didn't study well...
Me :Who said that ?Your mom ?I was top1 in my school.
Kid :But you said last time when I asked you to do my homework with me,you said that you weren't good at school !
Me :Is....That's the way to improve yourself,you have to do your homework alone.
Kid :Aunt,why adult lie ?
Me :What,Hey,kid !
Kid :My name is John and not a kid !
Me :And I'm not aunt,I'm....aunt Sarah !
We were both screaming ,so we didn't notice that all people in the bus wa looking at us.I didn't like it,all people looking at us...at me.It made me remember a bad memorie that I won't to earase .I left the bus right away,forgetting even if the kid John was behind me.I didn't looked back but I was sure someone followed me ...I' m a cop after all.
John :I'm sorry !
Me :About what ?
John :Screaming...
Me :It's okay...that you apologized !
I made my hands in my pocket and walked the rest of the way to the hospital where his doctor was.The nurse opened the door after our turn came...
Doctor :Oh John !The little man how are you doing ?
John :I'm fine doctor and you ?
Doctor :I see you didn't come with your mom this time ?Who is she ?
John :My aunt...my mom's cousin !
Doctor : I see....oh we meet again
I couldn't talk, my mouth was open since the time I stepped inside...It was him the « bright smile guy"
