Collide ~ Joshler

Chapter 1

     "Is that Tyler, jeez he is such a loner," I hear from a strange voice filling the hallway. I've always had no friends, only my mind understands me. I'm a good student, but no one stops to realize I'm breaking inside. Everyone bullies me, so much I have gotten numb to the pain from all the bruises, cuts, and burns. Today though, is a day I'm okay to forget all of that.

     I'm walking out of the school door with my head held high, I couldn't help but give a small smirk when I finally finished it. I just graduated and I feel accomplished considering all the A's I have gotten, but honestly I wish school hadn't ended. I've had a crush on the "popular kid" Josh since day one, but to him I'm invisible. Once in a while I think what it would be like if I ever asked him out. Would he think I'm weird being gay? Would he punch me? Or, would he say yes.

     As I walk while writing in my journal, I suddenly slam into someone. "Oh, I'm so sorry," I say while getting up from the grass I dropped upon. My face turns red nervously while I wipe of the grass that got on my black skinny jeans, hoping it won't leave a grass stain.

     "No its totally fine, how come I don't see you often around school?," he says confused. Anxiety builds up across my spine until, I notice its Josh. Of course, he doesn't know me. Great, the love of my freaking life since forever doesn't know who the heck I am. I try to act cool in front of him, so make a good first impression.

     "I just try to stay in the shadows, because I'm a rebel," I say with fake emotions. I'm trying not to laugh out loud, I'm obviously not a rebel and I don't even look like one. Just a laugh escapes Josh's mouth. "What's so f-funny?" Oh god now I'm stuttering, I'm just too nervous.

      "I know who you are Tyler, just I don't see you. You're probably just to cute to be noticed," Josh says with a heartwarming smile. Is there something in my ear? Did I just hear Josh say I'm cute. My face turns a bright shade of pink, I try to walk closer to him but its to late. I feel him press his soft lips against mine, it feels like reality is shut out. "I really like you, I'm sorry I just couldn't resist myself," he says while backing up.

     "U-Umm thanks, I wasn't expecting that. I l-like you too," I say nervously while biting my lip. I bend down to wipe off my converse, when I come back up he's gone. I try looking around, but its no use. He left and school just ended, will I ever see him again?

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Hope you guts enjoy the first chapter! Definitely making chapter two tomorrow, tell me if I made a mistake or misspelling. Sorry its short, I made it quick. Please support!