They call you a liar,
A manipulator,
A fake,
And you wonder why?
Really?
You broke her,
then me,
lost the one thing
we wouldn't give you,
with another another undeserving girl
that just wanted to feel love,
And then went for my best friend?
Really?
You say you're so broken
because she picked him.
She picked the one who has
been there for her for years.
Instead of you,
The one who has been
Breaking,
Smashing,
And beating down
girls hearts since you were little.
And you're surprised.
Really?
Maybe the reason it hurt so bad
Was because
She's the first girl
That hurt you
Before you could hurt her.
The only girl that left you
because she saw what you really were,
And wanted someone better.
I wish I could've seen that sooner.
The best part is,
all of these girls
Myself included,
Thought we meant something to you.
But we were just a pit stop
On your never ending,
Self indulging,
Love obliterating,
journey to fill the whole
your cheap family left in you
when you were too small to understand.
Do you think she understands that?
Do you think she really knows your name?
Do you think she'd follow you to Michigan,
To Germany?
Get your head out of the clouds, my friend.
You don't know what love is.
That is because you were never
shown it as a child.
A year of my life was spent devoted to you,
So now when I read your poems,
I am forced to feel pity.
But like both you and I know,
You did this to yourself.
Give up on relationships you'll never have,
Girls you'll never win over,
Respect you'll never earn,
And focus on bettering yourself.
That's what I'm doing even if it seems like
I've been doing things
"so much worse than you".
Stop depending on others,
Make your own happy.
