Barista Boy | changlix a.u

Chapter 37: Dickwads

(WARNING: There is intense usage of cussing/swearing in this chapter. If you're sensitive to that then don't read.)

When I had asked Felix to come over to me, I thought maybe we'd cuddle or talk. Not continue to watch the damn movie. I'm not sure what these ass hats liked so much about the Chronicles of Narnia? A bunch of young children who get lost in a closet? Sounds kinda metaphorical if you know what I'm getting at?

"Changbin pass the popcorn," Chan said reaching his hand out in front of Felix to me.

I grabbed the bowl from Hyunjin who was sat on my right side and gave it to Chan.

"Why are we watching these movies again?" I asked laying my hand casually onto my leg.

"Because they are cinematic legends, best movies of all time!" Seungmin exclaimed, sitting between Hyunjin's knee's on the floor.

I scoffed and looked down at Felix's hand which was laying closely next to mine. I could feel the heat from his hand radiating on my fingers. My lips twitched into a smirk, seeing his hand inch closer to mine. I looked up to him and his eyes stayed focused on the movie, his expression unchanging.

I leaned forward, my lips grazing his ear and whispered, "if you want to hold my hand, you can."

I felt his body tense against my shoulder and his gaze snapped down to his lap. I let out a chuckle and grabbed his hand, lacing our fingers together.

"No it's this part!" Hyunjin let out a sad cry and covered his face.

"I can't watch," Seungmin said and turned around to face Hyunjin.

I looked back to the movie to see what part was so terrible. It was the scene were the lion gets killed and the little girl cries. I didn't pay much attention to the characters of the movie, or the plot. I know that the little girl had a close relationship to him though.

I heard a sniff beside me and looked over to see tears sliding down Felix's face.

"Really?" I deadpanned.

He turned to look at me and said, "That little girl is wailing and you are not even phased."

"Good observation," I smiled and rubbed my thumb on his hand.

He only shook his head and went back to watching my movie.

"Is Chan asleep?" Seungmin asked,

We all turned to look at the dimpled boy to see he in fact, was asleep. His mouth hung open releasing small snores with the popcorn bowl in his lap.

"That is not a pretty sight," I said, earning a few laughs from Hyunjin and Felix.

Suddenly there were three knocks at Seungmin's door.

"It's open!" He called out.

The knob twisted and the door opened slowly to reveal the face of Minho. My stomach immediately twisted, eyes widening.

"Hey guys!" He said walking into the house, followed by someone else. He locked eyes with me and sighed.

When Minho moved to the side he revealed none other then, Han Jisung. His head was down like he knew I was in the room already, and refused to make eye contact. I looked over to Felix who seemed un-phased but he held my hand tighter and pulled it into his lap.

"Did you know?" I whispered to him.

He pursed his lips and nodded briefly. That was when the hurt came in. Not only did Felix invite me over today, he invited the person which I have been avoiding. He knew how I felt and he went and did this?