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Chapter 38: Bigger Picture

Felix p.o.v

"They've been like that for a while."

I looked up from the t.v to see Seungmin standing in front of me.

"Yeah," I mumbled. After Changbin and Jisung made up, Jisung has been clinging to him the whole night.  The two were cuddled together on the other couch, talking and catching up.

Seungmin sat down in Changbin's old spot and draped his arm over my shoulder.

"You good?" He asked.

I nodded and continued to watch the two. Changbin was smiling. My favourite thing about him is his smile, i'd do anything to see it. It lights up the whole room...scratch that, the world. My world. One could say I have a hopeless crush on him, and I'll never have a chance. It's probably true but, I'm content as long as I can still see his smile.

"You look like a creep," Seungmin said.

I furrowed my brows and looked over to him, "what is that supposed to mean?"

"You're smiling at him," he laughed.

I looked back to Changbin, who was looking over at me as Jisung cuddled into his side.

"So what? I can't smile at him?"

"You can it's just you look creepy as fuck."

I scoffed and pulled my legs up onto the couch, crossing them. I propped my elbow on my knee and looked back to to t.v. The third movie of the Narnia series was now on, I won't lie...I'm not very interested in the whole series. The first movie is honestly the only good one. I looked back to Changbin my lips curling back into a smile. He laughed at something Jisung said and his gaze caught mine. We maintained eye contact for a few seconds until he turned his attention to Minho.

I bit the inside of me cheek and looked to the floor. What is he doing to me?

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Changbin's p.o.v

Felix😊
Hey Changbin...

Read 8:35 pm

Are you still upset?

Read 8:46 pm

I get it....

Barista Boy☕️
You don't actually.

Felix😊
I want to...

Barista Boy☕️
Why didn't you tell me he was
gonna be there?

Felix😊
Does it matter? You two finally
made up..

Barista Boy☕️
Of course it fucking matters! I
didn't want to see him and you
knew! I thought you understood
that....

Felix😊
I just wanted to help you..I didn't
like seeing you sad.

Barista Boy☕️
Why is it any of your business
anyway? Why does it matter so
much to you wether I'm happy
or not?

Felix😊
For fuck sakes Changbin, is it
really this hard to let someone
care about you?

Read 8:51 pm

I'm sick of arguing about this
all the time! I care about your
feelings and wether you're okay!
You don't need to understand
why, you should just except it!

Barista Boy☕️
Fine, I get it. You wanted to
help me and you did...but that
doesn't change the fact that
you hurt me.

Felix😊
I don't understand how I hurt you!

Barista Boy☕️
Because...you're the one who
alway opens my eyes and helps
me see the bigger picture and I
trusted you. I trusted you'd help
me when I asked for it and when
I was ready for it.

Felix😊
You're right. I'm sorry.

Barista Boy☕️
It's okay...

Felix😊
It's not okay... I fucking hate
making you upset.

Barista Boy☕️
Don't beat yourself up over it, it's
not a big deal.

Felix😊
It is though...

call
_______

message

ring....

ring....

rin-

"...."

"Hey..."

"Hi..."

"Are you crying?"

"N-no."

"I can hear you, you're crying."

"I'm n-not I swear."

"You're a shit liar."

"Y-yeah I am."

"..."

"I want see you.."

"..."

"No response? Are you blushing?"

"I'm not."

"Sure you aren't."

"I want to see you too.."

"..."

"Blushing?"

"Yeah."

"Blunt, I like it."

"Flirty Felix, I like it."

"It's funny we want to see each other even though we just saw one another like, two hours ago."

"You can't get enough of me."

"You're right."

"I know."

"Can I come over?"

"Sure, get your ass over here."

"Gotta blast!"

After the call ended I looked down at his contact name and chuckled.

"Weirdo.."