The Inevitable Heartbreak of a Fangirl

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Chapter 3

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"So.. Why do you want to be friends with me? You guys know I'm an army right? Like you can literally be friends with every other army out there that is like me." I went on.

"Like I'm not complaining or anything but I'm just so confused and this is so random"

and on.

"This is a dream isn't it? I knew it, this shit can't be real because why would the actual BTS want anything to do with me? I'm gonna pinch myself now"

and on.

"Lana!" Seokjin -oh god it's the Kim Seokjin goodness gracious help me- snapped while reaching over for my hand.

"That's it! This is a dream! You are holding my hand! Bye, I need to wake up now!" I freaked while starting to pinch myself out of desperation.

This isn't real right?

I swear if this is real I would very much want that waiter to come over and smack my head with a tray while yelling at me to get my shit together.

Yoongi finally talked after just watching me in amusement.

Thanks, dude, and to think this guy's my bias.

"Lana I know this is a lot to take in and I don't want to be rude especially to a fan I like but please, shut up." He calmly said.

Damn, okay then- wait, did he just say...?

"Did you jus-" My eyes widened.

And so have the rest of BTS'. They all looked at him as his eyes widened too in realization, "I- I meant I like you in general." He brought his hands up in defense.

Yeah, I think I prefer the first one more.

I sighed in disappointment and bowed slightly, "Okay, sorry for the misunderstanding."

No one seemed to notice my sad episode and continued to say what they were going to before I interrupted.

"Anyways, during the fan meeting the guys had a really fun time talking to you especially Yoo-" Namjoon started.

Yoongi quickly put a hand over Namjoon's mouth, "Finish that and I swear to god you'll need to sleep with one eye open tonight."

Jungkook's eyes widened, "Hyung don't you want her to know that y-"

"You too Jungkook not a single peep from you."

His hands made a zipper motion with his mouth and pretended to throw away an imaginary key.

I look at them weirdly but don't say anything because I still can't wrap my mind around the situation because anyone in my shoes would to from the overwhelming amount of sentences spilling from their mouths paired with the fact that they are a world-famous boy group and they say they want to be friends with me? The heck?

Taehyung seems to notice my silence and slight discomfort and tells the others to shut up and give me some time to realize what's happening at the moment making the others go silent and start staring at me which made it all a hundred times worse.

Yoongi looks at me expectantly like an can give them an immediate answer, "So.. What do you say, friend?"

"So you guys want to be friends with me and expect me to not drool at the sight of you or fangirl in the least? I mean, if you're fine with me loving you all then yeah I could be your friend- a little weird- but yeah I'll be your friend" I finish with a small smile on my face.

They all cheer, making the waiters look at us differently but continue on with their work as if nothing happened.

Jungkook entangles his arm with mine and good god what good have I done in this world that I get the privilege of having The Jeon Jungkook hook his arm around mine while the rest of bts make their way to the back door to avoid any reporters.

With a cheerful voice, Seokjin asks, "So what would you like to do today friend?"

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Fuck it feels like it's been a long time since I've updated and I am sorry for readers who might have been interested in this book, you might have forgotten all about this book but I have a new update here you go <3

stay safe,drink water, and appreciate LY: Answer and all the members.

-Layla