The Inevitable Heartbreak of a Fangirl

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Chapter 8

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Yoongi lets out a loud laugh as he sees me struggle with the seatbelt of the car.

"Oh sure, laugh at your date." I look at him with a deadpanned look. 

He tries to suppress his laugh as he moves to help me out of the car, "What kind of person doesn't know how to get out of a car?"

I stare at him for a second before chuckling, "You're kidding right? What kind of person doesn't let their friend know that the seatbelt has some kind of weird-ass lock?" 

He lets out another laugh, "Alright, alright. I admit that one's on me, now let's get you out the car before we lose any more time to hang out" He leans forward to help me unbuckle the seatbelt which allows me to practically breathe in his cologne, "Hey is that..." I sniff a little more, "Your perfume? The vert one? I forgot what it was called but I own the same one too!" I look up to him not realizing how close he's actually gotten and immediately try to back up to give some distance between us making the back of my head abruptly hit the seat, "Oh, sorry heh." Fuck why did I have to make it so awkward?

We hear a small cough behind him and see that their manager is looking at us expectantly as he sports a knowing smile.

oh right, almost forgot he was there for a second.

He chuckles, successfully unlocking the seatbelt before answering me, "Yeah it's from one of our partnerships with VT. You know your scents." He puts out his hand to help me up from the car, "You know sometimes I really forget that you're one of our fans, you just seem really friendly and chill that I feel like I've known you for years."

"Well, I did warn you guys about me occasionally freaking out on you every now and then. I was one of those fans who just sat at home tweeting stuff about you" I smile awkwardly as we walk side by side towards the building entrance. 

"Right, well- wait, you have a twitter account?" 

My eyes widen as single-handedly managed to embarrass myself for the nth time this day, "Whaaaat? What makes you say that?" 

let it go let it go please let it go

"Well you did just say you used to tweet stuff about us, that usually implies that you have a twitter account?"

so much for letting it go

"Okay, well I have two. A personal one and a... a fan account" I say as I fiddle with my fingers.

"Why do you look so down? We don't have to talk about it if you don't want to" He tries to assure me as we wait for the elevator to reach the basement floor.

"Oh I don't feel bad or anything, I just feel kind of embarrassed about some of the shit I tweeted." I smile shyly.

He gently nudges my arm with his elbow, "Oh really? What did these tweets say?" 

I look at him and see that the boy has the audacity to smirk, "I'll tell you when you finally find my account."

We both smiled and the conversation dies down to a comfortable silence.

ding!

The elevator doors open and we step inside. The manager presses the button for the 15th floor.

"Damn."

Yoongi turns to me, "What?"

I look at him in confusion, "What?"

"You said 'Damn'."

"Wait, I said that out loud?" I cover my mouth in embarrassment.

Both the manager and Yoongi laugh as we reach the 15th floor. 

"After you", He motions out the elevator with his hand. 

"Why thank you, good sir." I step out of the elevator as I look left and right, "Okay, now where do I go?"

He holds my shoulders and points me to a familiar door nearby. 

My eyes nearly popped out, is he serious? "Is-Is this Genius Lab? Woah, wait. Can I go inside?" I asked him.

He grins, "Where did you think our date was gonna be? Didn't I tell you I was gonna take you to my studio?" He recalled, inputting the passcode then opens the door.

I  look around, "Wow, this is bigger than I expected, it kind of looks small on your vlives."

"Yeah well, looks can be deceiving." He mumbles.

"Yeah, they are." I sigh, agreeing.

"Hyung-nim, you can go now. It's okay, I will make sure to be back in time for practice." Yoongi reassures him. He nods then waves goodbye to me.

"Your manager is nice." 

"Yeah, he's like an older brother figure to all of us."

I nod, "I get that, I have a friend who's like that to me too. He's been my support system since day one."

He smiles at me as he directs me to a nearby couch.

"You hungry?"

"Hell yeah"

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i feel like no one reads my stories anymore since my updating game is weak as hell, but that's fine. im just going to keep uploading whenever i feel like it lmaoo.

anyway, be safe guys! please keep supporting the #BlackLivesMatter movement, if you don't see regular posts anymore, keep supporting in any way you can. we need to stand united now more than ever. 

lots of love, j.