The Inevitable Heartbreak of a Fangirl

6

Chapter 6

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"Okay, Lana just- just give him a little call no big deal..." I tell myself as I pick up the phone.

"Oh who am I kidding this is a bad idea!" Setting down the phone I start pacing back and forth.

Okay, I... I can do this I got this it's easy, right? Just pick up the phone and.. and call him.

"Hello?"

"H-hi! Yoo- uh Yoongi!"

God can this get any worse?

"Lana? What's up? Why are you calling?"

"Nothing um, I just need to ask you a question. Um, did you just get up?"

I hear some shuffling in the background, "Oh, no we were up pretty early we just came back from a recording at 5 am... Was that what you were gonna ask me?"

"What? Oh! No, no it's not that um, I was just wondering.. Okay here's the thing Jimin was at my house the other day and then Jungkook came afterwards and then I asked him how they get my address and they said uh... that you um, gave it to them?" Ok so it can get worse.

"Oh, I hope you don't mind but remember that time when you gave me a box of letters during the fansign acouple weeks ago?"

"Um.. uh, I could recall a few moments yeah why?" Shoot.

"Yeah um I was just looking around in the box to find more clues about who you were and uh, your phone number and address were underneath the box along with the line 'if lost please return to Kim Lana.' And uh Jungkook asked me if I knew and there you go."

Putting my address on a box with my name and number was not one of my smartest moments. Had I lost that box and some creep got a hold of it, things would have gone really bad.

"Oh, well would you look at that! Okay, yeah..."

"..."

"..."

"Was that all?"

"What? Oh yeah that was all yup."

"Okay..."

"Hey do you wanna hang out sometime? In the coffee shop we first met up at?"

Did I really... just-

"Yeah ok sure, I'll go tell the boys-"

"Oh I was hoping maybe it could just be you... and me... a-alone?" I ask as I cross my fingers come on, come on let this work please?

"Um, I'm not sure about that..."

Fuck.

"Oh yeah, yeah that's cool... we could invite the boys if you feel uncomfortable with just the two of us it's...f-fine."

No it isn't, it reaaaaaally isn't but what are we gonna do?

"Oh no I meant it's because our company has us go everywhere with bodyguards and one of our managers so I don't think we'd be completely alone."

Oh.

"Oh."

"Yeah."

"That's fine! I can live with that! What with you guys being popular and stuff. I completely understand."

"Okay so, maybe tomorrow at 5?"

"Sure..."

"Okay bye. See you."

"Bye."

I slowly put down the phone with a goofy smile on my face. "How did this conversation just take a huge turn?"

"Did- did I just do that?"

Yes idiot, now what do you do?

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DATE ON THE NEXT CHAPTER GUESS WHAT HOES I HAVE BEEN STREAMING NON-STOP SINCE APRIL 12 AND I REGRET NOTHING!

-Layla