After our long heated kiss he pulled back.
"Would you like to go on another date with me tomorrow?" He asks as I shake my head in agreement.
He quickly pecked my lips and waved goodbye back to his car. I enter my house going up to my room. As I opened my door I see Adrianna, Alex, Sierra and Luke sitting on the floor.
"Hi guys" I say in a cheery tone.
"You guys fucked." Luke says.
"What? no!" I say.
"Then why are you so happy and shit?" They all questioned.
"It was perfect. We went back to his house and had Chinese food while watching Family Guy. We talked a lot." I say memorising everything that happened a while ago.
"Aww sounds like Kelsey Marie Smith had a perfect date with Ashton Fletcher Irwin." Sierra teased.
"I actually did." I say proudly
"You're lucky but be careful." Luke says
"What do you mean?" I ask curiously
"Well I don't like to gossip about my friends but Ashton's only had three other girlfriends I think but they didn't end on good terms." He says.
"So I've had a couple boyfriends. What's it even matter?" I ask.
"I'm just warning you. I don't want you to get hurt." He says.
"Don't worry I'm a big girl." I joke.
They all soon begin to leave and we all said our goodbyes. The next morning Friday. I serious despise school with a passion. I decided to wear black skinny jeans with a sleeping with sirens shirt and my black van. typical of me. On my way out the door I grabbed a banana because they're my favorite fruit. I walk to school with Adrianna and Alex and walk into school with Calum and Michael. All of our lockers where somewhere near each other.
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As I walk into English I take my seat behind Max. Ashton's not here yet and the bell has rung already. I wonder where he was. Class ended and he didn't show up. I didn't see him at all the rest of the day.
"Hey do you know where Ashton is?" I ask Adrianna.
"No sorry." She responds.
Later after school I started to walk to Ashton's house I don't know why I just ended up there. I didn't see any cars but Ashton's. So I walk up to the front door and knock. After about a couple minutes he didn't come. So I just let myself in. I called Ashton's name a few times. nothing. No response. I set my bag on the couch and head up the stairs. I come across a black door as I opened it, it seemed to be Ashton's room. It was clean but not too clean it was still a little messy. As I glanced over to his bathroom there was a light on and I heard the shower water running. Ashton there sitting on his shower floor. And there's blood a lot of it.
"Ashton!" I yell. Running over to him.
Ashton was in the shower with the running water on. He had a sharpener blade in his hand. At this point I didn't even care how wet I was getting. I took the blade from Ashton and sat down next to him.
"Ashton why you doing this to yourself?" I ask not realising that I started crying.
I take his wrists and place them under the water to wash out the blood. Placing the blade on the floor next to me.
"I'm not good enough. I could've ended this. I don't know why I don't just do it already. I have nobody." He sobs.
"What do you mean?" I say holding him close to me in the shower. We're soaked. I don't even care.
"I mean I have nobody. No one cares." He says crying even harder.
I'm guessing there's something he isn't telling me. I mean we went on one date doesn't mean I know everything about him. I don't expect him to tell me everything about himself. I pick up the blade in my hand. And I showed my cuts to Ashton. I've never showed anyone them before. He gasped at how many I had. I didn't have many more than Ashton did but I had quite a few. I push back on the floor so I'm a little further away from him and he looks up. I place a pretty deep cut on my wrist. Blood spills out onto the shower floor. Ashton move quickly over to me and holds me tight in his arms not letting go.
"You don't need anymore." He says kind of looking down at me.
"You don't either." I say. As we sit on the shower floor in silence.
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